Yanling Daily

家庭聚会

2012-02-04T07:23:00.001-08:00

愉快的聚会(^.^)

大人小孩乐在其中！

邻居林爸妈及孩子们都来参加我们的聚餐会(^_^)

很开心看到我家的两个宝贝和林家的孩子们和乐融融 (^_-)

希望廖氏亲戚及何氏亲属都有一个难忘又开心的聚会(^ ^)

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在愉悦的当儿…也收到令人难过的消息－他的朋友突然过逝（享年42）在跑步时暴毙(-_-)

人生真的难测啊…

好好珍惜美好的时光…爱惜身边的人…后悔这两个字是很难写的(u_u)

累

2012-02-02T03:06:00.001-08:00

最近容易累…却睡不着(-_-)

希望孩子可以多陪我…

希望他多关心我…

能捱多久？

如果钱能买亲情该多好(u_u)

我很爱我的家人…可惜他们不爱我(*_*)

可怕的朋友

2012-01-29T17:51:00.001-08:00

在我人生的子典里再也不会出现朋友 …
朋友为了取悦别人…将我的禁忌当笑话(u_u)…在饭局里让我难堪…

人生象游戏吧！

可能大部分的人是戴着面具生活(*_*)

我还是无法适应这种生活方式 …

真诚好像早已消失了(-_-)

只觉得心寒

又是赌场(u_u)

2012-01-29T00:28:00.001-08:00

无可救药 …

除了赌 …要不然就不理我……给我脸色(-_-)

没有家人…没有朋友…没有希望 …没有爱的家(*_*)

所有的表面都是假象…是我幻想中的理想家园(._.)

不想让别人讥笑…不管多辛苦…我都一直忍…

真正在现实的我－孩子都不喜欢我…对我没礼貌…骂我…嫌我烦…

丈夫对我不理不睬…冷漠…

他们都骂我没有人权…不会说话…让人讨厌(-_-)

就算我难过的哭了…他们说我在演戏…很烦…

很苦…很累…很难受…

请对我好一点，可以吗？

热闹的新年

2012-01-28T22:52:00.001-08:00

年初六，新山的家里来了很多人！

最令我意外的是四姐一家人及乐乐的到访 (^^)

还有我弟弟一家人及表妹思宁 (爱慕她的男生）

家里很热闹！

晚上，胡先生一家老小从新加坡来我家玩烟花炮竹 (^_^)…大家都玩的尽兴玩的忘了时间！

很感谢邻居的大方和谐…特别是林爸林妈的宽容…让我的Eagle宝贝在他们家…避免和胡家的小孩冲突 (-_-)

这个春节很有意义…孩子们也很开心
*\(^o^)/*

虽然我很想和我的家人去唱K…希望我还有机会吧！

羡慕

2012-01-27T05:35:00.001-08:00

很遗憾没法回新山和家人一块吃饭 (>_<)
一定很好吃吧！

可惜，我还在新加坡…因为他很忙…忙到忘了我家人的邀请 (-_-)

为弟媳还弟弟开心，昨晚他们一家人在Kbox唱歌 (^｡^)
很羡慕哦！
谁是歌王？
好幸福的一家人(^.^)

代我问候爸妈，希望他们俩健康快乐 (^_^)
也要谢谢你们，为爸妈带来欢乐 *\(^o^)/*
知道家人快乐是我最大的满足！

虽然我不快乐 …但是却希望其他人快乐 o(^_^)o

疯了？！

2012-01-26T19:47:00.001-08:00

为了没去赌场，他对我不理不睬…对我大吼：＂陪了这么多天还不够吗？…你是疯的！你有病！收衣服 …送你去板桥精神病院！＂

现在的我 …心好痛好痛 …

连续两天去赌场 …请问我应该怎么办？
让他去？

我快被迫疯了 (u_u)

活在步步为营的环境里 …他一直在设陷阱 (*_*)…好可怕…

终于，他还是沉不住了 …无计可施…唯有将我推进精神病院(._.)

我该怎么办？

伤得体无完肤 (>_<)

爱得待价是伤害 …我只剩下躯壳 …

心痛

2012-01-21T19:13:00.001-08:00

昨天，女儿为了将电脑拿去楼上…我记得有一次，我让孩子将电脑上楼 …他骂我 (>_<)…所以，当女儿提出要求时 …我马上说－不可以！

没想到 …从她口中说出来的－＂你知道你很不讲理！一定要每个人听你的，只有你说的是对 …你不喜欢我！我做的都是不好的！你只会演戏 …不要再演戏了！你走开！＂

真心诚意向女儿下跪磕头 …却被她骂我在演戏…

我很心痛 …我求她不要让她爸爸有借口－＂家里吵闹 , 很烦 …＂他会离开这个家，会离开我 (-_-)

同样的话 …竟然从儿子口中说出 (*_*)

我真的这么蛮不讲理？令人讨厌？

这个家，我一直在小心保护 …不要让别人破坏 …

很希望能有一个温馨的家，重视我的家人…我很努力很用心…

只要你们的建议…你们的要求…你们的批评 …我都会努力的改过。

无怨无悔…只为了保护一个完整的家 (u_u)

发生在身边的破裂婚姻 …真的让我害怕(-_-)

孩子们，请帮帮我…让我们的家完整好吗？

承信

2012-01-20T20:01:00.001-08:00

承诺和信用

我的成长环境让我从小不相信承信 (u_u)

承诺，每一个人都能给承诺 ‥因为只是说说而已。

信用，不是每一个人会实现信用‥因为这是责任。

早上，他说做生易不一定会赚钱 ‥某些做生易的亲戚用假货当真货卖掉‥赚这种没有承信的钱是永远只能够开一家小电而已‥因为他们做人没有承信 ‥
最后，他还强调自己对人一向以承信为荣！

还真难过 ‥

为何对我却只有承诺？
为了他的成诺 ‥我一直期待‥开心
但是他的信用却总是让我失望‥难过(-_-)

家人..朋友…

好像我都不在里面吧(*_*)

原来，我一直是个被所有人遗忘的＂边缘人＂

越来越觉得自己和阿Q是同一个世界的人了(^.^)

自娱娱人…可悲的人生(>_<)

结婚十六周年 (一月二十日）

2012-01-19T15:20:00.001-08:00

好开心哦！
因为他终于‥真的请假陪我了(^.^)

结婚周年快乐(^.^)
只想对你说：宝贝，我爱你！
希望每年的今天你能一直陪着我，为我的人生参加色彩＼(^o^)／
谢谢你陪我渡过十六年的甜蜜日子！

明年的今天我还有机会和你一起渡过吗？

明天20号的结婚纪念日(u_u)

2012-01-18T19:36:00.001-08:00

我终于了解到为什么阿Q是幸福的 ‥

幻想是美好的 (._.)

当美丽的糖衣被撕裂‥看到丑陋的真象‥

痛‥已形容不出来了‥

泪‥流下已不自觉了‥

家人 ‥朋友 ‥

他对朋友有聊不完的话题‥

对我则是－＂你知道别人不喜欢听你说话吗？＂

难为儿子用心努力找话题‥投其所好(玩同样线上游戏中文版）

他对朋友有求必应，从不拒绝 ‥

而我的求助‥得到的回答却是－＂你很烦‥你不要在讲了‥我很忙‥开会‥＂

甚至不接电话‥

如果没有顺从他的意见，就摆出一副不屑的样子‥不理我‥不和我说话‥

好几次在购物中心给我脸色，自己走在前面‥不理我‥就因为我不要去赌场(;_;)或是为了他外面的女人‥

很期待得到重视‥疼爱‥

我好像从未好好爱过自己(o_o)

我很爱他、孩子们、家人 ‥

但是，我的爱让他们觉得压力‥说我多事 ‥管太多‥烦‥

因为在乎‥才一直唠叨(*_*)

因为爱‥才会难过‥才会流泪(T_T)

十多年的婚姻生活，十多年的感情‥
回忆‥

一起挨过的苦日子‥甜蜜的回忆‥

对我的承诺永远是＂空＂

我只想让自己作一个傻傻的阿Q‥让我活在自认为幸福的世界里吧(>_<)

象朋友多过家人

2012-01-18T18:14:00.001-08:00

自从女儿交了男朋友，已经不象从前那样‥

很少在家，不关心家人‥也很少和家人说话‥总是找借口不回新山(我们每个周末都会回去的家，我的父母都住在附近‥算是和家人相聚的唯一的机会）
她不喜欢我的关心方式‥

以前，我会问她几点放学‥想吃什么‥有空喝下午茶？
而她却说我很烦(u_u)
现在，她回到家已经是晚上八点了‥
放学后，就赶去和男朋友见面‥
待在男朋友家的时间多过在自己家(*_*)

我很羡慕她的男朋友，能抱住她能和她分享快乐‥能和她无所不谈‥

毛盾的心态‥是羡慕与妒嫉吧！

只希望她幸福快乐，为爱而疯狂(^.^)

为了避免冲突，我不再过问她的一切‥
反而是过动的弟弟每天早上对姐姐说：早点回家 (._.)

连年夜饭都提早在上个星期先吃了‥担心她不想回乡过年‥

感慨万分‥
孩子还小的时候，是妈妈的心头宝‥
孩子长大的时候，是妈妈的朋友‥

放手‥
虽然还是担心‥关心她‥
却只能在心里默默地为她祝福 (c_c)
妈妈很爱你‥即使你已不再需要妈妈了(^.^)

过动又有阅读在障碍的孩子

2012-01-18T05:15:00.001-08:00

当家里有一个特别的孩子，会是上天的恩赐还是对我的考验？

为了他，我面临外界的奇异眼光、冷言冷语、亲朋好友的讥笑讽刺、学校一些老师和家长的排斥‥

接受医生的建议让他吃药，却被千夫所指 (u_u)

更难过的是丈夫的不谅解‥不支持..

独自面对数不清的困难 ‥孤军作战 ‥压力‥我的身体终于垮了(-_-)

动了子宫血瘤手术，差一点没命 (*_*)

现在还在接受治疗 ‥很辛苦、很痛、很累 ‥

我一定要坚持下去！

我不能放弃他，因为没有人会照顾他 ‥

孩子，让我们一起加油吧(^.^)

妈妈很爱你，妈妈相信你一定会成功的！

迟来但是早到的结婚周年纪念品？

2012-01-17T21:31:00.001-08:00

期待在ROM纪念日得到的惊喜，切是一场欢喜一场空 (u_u)
没有烛光晚餐 …没有特别惊喜…每有祝福…没有花…因为他忘了我们的纪念日(-_-)
为了不让自己更难过…
我买了玫瑰花给自己 (o_o)
直接了当的告诉他－1月13号今天是我们的ROM纪念日…
这个星期五1月20号是我们的结婚周年纪念日。
原本希望他能在这两个特别的日子请假陪我…
我、孩子、家人的生日…总是在工作结束(6 点之后）才和我们吃饭…
我的小要求竟然被他骂(T_T)说孩子们都有上课，为什么要浪费时间请假？你不是每个星期五都要回新山？
难道在他心里我真的很烦人很讨厌？
我早已失去与人沟通的能力…我不懂如何讨好别人…不懂说好听的话…
他不只一次让我伤心难过…说我胖说我丑说我讲英文很奇怪说我不会喝酒不会赌博…说我无礼起闹说我只会发疯让孩子们怕我讨厌我(e_e)
他在外面的＂女性朋友＂三不五时打电话、传简讯…
他还能骗我－钢铁业是没有女人的，工地那有女人去上班？
可是纸包不住火，真相大白 …他还硬撑：工作上一定会和女人接触…不是要骗你，是怕你胡思乱想…
我很心痛…我才发现自己好傻(*_*)
我很爱他很在乎他，一直很怕这个家被破坏…

在无奈之下渡过了ROM…
我将已准备好的两分礼物和卡片先送给他 ‥
没有谢谢没有开心的表情 (*_*)

只有在吃晚餐后，一家人到上次我送他小金猪的金店‥买了一只小金兔给我。

纪念日的意义是什么？

人生

2012-01-17T19:18:00.000-08:00

离新年只剩下四天了…
好像没有以往的喜悦或期待，可能心态变了吧 …
害怕面对虚伪的人性 (-_-)

孩子也有自己的世界、想法 …
女儿有了男友后，不再时间陪我 …长大的孩子已忘了妈妈？
我们的关系象朋友吧 (*_*)
连想告诉她﹣＂早点回家＂都怕她生气 …
担心她却怕她误会我干涉她的自由 (u_u)

儿子更让我担心…小六会考加油吧！
希望他别再沉迷在线上游戏‥花一些时间在课业(^_-)

只想对孩子们说－妈妈真的很爱你们。

为了让自己不要胡思乱想‥我把时间都排满‥上网看新闻‥Facebook 玩TheSimSocial‥写blog.‥接儿子放学‥
看书‥洗衣煮饭是少不了的。

每天中午等待他打来的电话是我最期待最开心的时刻‥
虽然只是短短的两句话－＂你在那里？要载孩子了？哦！我爱你。＂

因为我很寂寞‥没有人和我说话‥
好希望有人愿意听我说话‥陪我聊天(-_-)

我没有朋友‥

家人？

这个家好像不需要我‥我好像可有可无(*_*)

我想我已经是阿Q的＂好朋友＂了！

Jan "awesome hurt"

2012-01-14T05:57:00.000-08:00

not receive any surprise present on my ROM anniversary (13/1) ...

even single greeting from my honey :(

feeling like he really forgot our graciously memory

however , I still prepared a lovely card & present for him - a winter cloth * we will have 8 days holiday trip to Beijing & Hong Kong on 10th Mar *

bought roses to cheer myself too !!

maybe ...sorrowful & heartaches...

tearing in unawareness

nicely requested could he tk leave on our marriage anniversary in last week ..the answer is : kids need study , why waste time ?

spent time with me is waste time ?

this words like a sharp knife hurt my feeling ...

he never tk leave on Valentine day ...ROM ...marriage anniversary ...my birthday ...

for me , all special day is important :)

prepare special gifts during all special occasion ...never expect reward

candle dinner ? roses ?

the only console is he still sleep beside me :D

he is my 1st love ...my husband ..

maybe I love him more than he love me

tried until tired :(

when will I gv up ?

marriage anniversary (20/1) maybe another shock for me too !!

I had pre-passed present for him , remind him don't forget this special date ...as I can't stand another "awesome reward" ..

Birdie

2012-01-13T03:35:00.000-08:00

pretty girl grown up !!

no more mummy girl ...

she is mature & independent ...spent more time with boyfriend *Maverick*

feeling like lost when she got boyfriend :(

our relationship more like friend instead of mum & gril :D

the only thing want to tell her : mum care & love u even u had grown up

Eagle

2012-01-13T03:28:00.000-08:00

wishfully Eagle will remember what I ve done with him :D

not demanding reward --jz a words "mum love u"

Eagle always the amazing son in my mind !!

keep all our sweet memories (:

yr 2011

2012-01-13T03:09:00.000-08:00

within 12 months in yr 2011 -- 3 family members & 2 pets passed away :(

quite a sorrowful yr ...

life is unpredictedbly ...a lively people may left without a word in sudden ...

don't left in regret

after Mar operation , my heathly alarm signal is RED ...

follow Doctor advise tk medicines & injection , side effect made me worst ..uncomfortable...lost weight..

force myself to face the true --uncure diseases

cheer myself miracle will happen on me :D

even very painful ..tiring..vomiting..dizzying...I still never gv up single hope !

found out many incredible lies :(

I know that I m not strong enough --fact alway the cruel

alone ..helpless ...

when I m suffering ...who can help me ?

**trusty is betrayed **

moody new year

2012-01-12T21:58:00.000-08:00

CNY coming soon ...

9 more days

Never prepare angpow ...

maybe I m tiring on those "colorful" social life :(

Lunar New year dinner ...

force unwilling ppl having dinner together ?

this is truely occur in family "gathering" dinner

generation reunion ?

0ther think tt I m outdated old woman :D

tried my best to get along with them ...bought cookies (CNY) ..mooncakes (lantern festival)...special presents (x'mas) ..

not greedy of their appreaciation ...jz sharing happiness with family ...unfortunately , received comment like--cheap toys..useless thgs ...etc

it really hurts !!!

never exepct reward from them ...jz wishfully everyone can remember me in this family (:

time is valueble for me ...who could know how long will we live ?

try my best to keep sweet memory for my children

I love u - Birdie & Eagle

17th R.O.M anniversary

2012-01-12T19:15:00.000-08:00

unawares time passed quite fast & unexpectedly ...

jz a blink of eyes ...17th ROM --13/01/2012

17th Marriage anniversary --20/01/2012

wishfully receive awesome suprise during this special day :D

unbeknown tt always --disappointed

However , I still prepare special gift for him every yr --birthday , valentine , ROM , marriage anniversay , x'mas ...

"kids need schooling , why need waste time to tk leave celebrate nonsense date ?" --reason gv by my honey :(

unmoved ?

unnerve ?

unwilling ?

alway be an talented Ah Q -- Love is sacrificial :D

I love u

Happy ROM -- dearest honey

Birthday

2009-04-20T18:22:00.000-07:00

haha...this special wrapping flower was brought by my bubbly Eagle as birthday present oh ^-^
luckily , he wasn't forgot my birthday !!

this lovely bottle was my birthday present from sweet Birdie ^-^

how thoughtful she was rite !!

yup !! this is another warmly present from my brother in - law Yi Jun ^-^

lovely greeting card from Yi jun too !!!

feel gleeful while receiving their surprise ^-^

will I have more amazement surprise ?

still waiting oh ...

hehe...

appreciate to those who still remember my birthday : " thank you"

ya , received a blessed greet from one of my friend "air" too !!

~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

mirthful

2009-04-16T18:05:00.000-07:00

my birthday coming soon !!
nx week 21st ...
haha...
well , hopefully could ve a pleasure time on tt day ^-^
no demanding present expectedly ...jz want a peaceful ceberation !!
tiring ..stressful life endless ?
a simple words "Happy Birthday" is exultation present for me ^-^
will my lovely children remember my birthday ?
wishfully , they will not forget it oh !!

my girl school life

2009-04-14T17:39:00.000-07:00

this cuteness magnet toy was presented by my lovely Biride ^-^
quite meningful heart string with a boy rite ?
tt boy is Eagle ?
always need whole family members care & look after ...
knowing tt Birdie is suffering stressful school activity ...exam ...
sometimes , really guilty for her too ...
maybe a ADHD brother had forced her be more mature mind and independent than other teenagers
apology of my worst attitude last night ...
jz want to tell u : " u always s my sweetheart , love u & Eagle !"

amiable Birdie is quite busying after studies secondary school ...
stay back everyday ...early 4pm and late may until 7pm !!
DSA additional class and NCC training lesson really made her school life marvellous ^-^
however , she still can motivate her homework's on time
eureka my sweet girl ^-^

feeling

2009-04-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

my dad not feeling well after visited me on last Wednesday ...
whether was long distance journey or sleepless ?
really made me feel guilty & worries ...
hopefully everything will be alrite
******************************
baby Eagle done his 1st IQ test on 8th of April ...the next test will held on tomorrow 15th of April !!
from this test , the doctor found out his main problems is language & phonetic ^-^
causes him be panic ...frustrated ..hyperactives too
yup ! this test really helpful and efficiency ...even though medication still need to continuous as frequent ...
rather than keep abusing in medicine cure ...this may also another training factor to solve baby Eagle language "fever"
wishfully , psychologists and medication will get help on pitiful baby Eagle in his learning journey ...

Easter

2009-04-13T02:43:00.000-07:00

Easter day , we were having morning walked at Hortpark gardening hub
relaxed leisure and provided learning in fun setting !!
yup , still have kiddy's gallery too ^-^
spent almost half day over this wholesome garden
unbelievable ?
but this was my real experienced !!
at evening , hiked at unsullied Bukit Timah Hill ...
untiring Birdie & Eagle were having theirs fantasy time at adventure swing ..slide...etc.
how a meaningful Easter I had spent rite ?
haha..

Easter eve

2009-04-13T02:23:00.000-07:00

Saturday , cutely baby Eagle was attended kids party at Marchi restaurant at vivocity !!
unexpectedly he was luckily invited by this Swiss restaurant ...even we r frequently having delicious meals over there ^-^
quite a nice party ...only 18 kids grouped in three groups ...fun & adventure hunt Easter eggs , art painting & meal serving too .
he really enjoyed his wonderful time ^-^
we also having a nice & peaceful reading time at bookshop !!

gleefully

2009-04-13T00:54:00.000-07:00

feel chirpily as my parent & brother & lovely nephew were visited me on last Wednesday ^-^
the additional gleeful event was my pretty cousin Ah B also came along too !!
this was her 1st oversea trip ...hopefully she ws as chirp as me too ^-^
really an astonishment time we had spent
hehe...
Besides , the most ebullience was they enjoyed delicious meal at my home !!!
even though my cook not really satisfied ...but wishfully they could understood my earnestness
knowing tt my parent are solicitous me ...
touching in unutterable ...appreciate in heart
yup , only parent will give warmly hand while children in suffering

ncc ceremony

2009-04-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

cheerful Birdie first invitation of her Ncc performance , it hel on last Friday evening at PHS ^-^

luckily I & my hubby had attended punctually ...if not , we may miss out this meaningful ceremony !!

unbelievably that my pretty baby looks smart in wearing of the Ncc uniform (white cloth + black dress + Navy cap )

marvellous & fagging training totally changed my baby ^-^

I m proud of Birdie !!

untoward

2009-04-06T21:48:00.000-07:00

my pitiful nephew Jenifer "visited" KK hospital again on last Sunday night about 10pm ...

frequently vomited and lost appetite

her healthy seen not stronger enough to avoid harmful bacteria & virus

hopefully , she will recover soon ^-^

she wasn't lonely suffered at hospital ...even her dad & grandparent were accompanied her during that critical time ...

family relationship really meaningful while suffering in helpless ...limpness

feeling lonely especially at raining night ...

memorial

2009-04-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday , whole Liau family members went to memorial yard prayed my mother in-law who had passed away few years ...
not an easy way to get all family members gather together even in lunar new year
yup ...only this unforgotten date
since the respectably and gently beloved gone ...jz realised her graciousness ?
hopefully , this special day could remind us an educational thing : "care and love for those still alive ...dun feel regret if gone"
life is peculiar ...who will know what will happen tomorrow ?

facebook

2009-04-05T23:33:00.000-07:00

joined facebook since last year
now , I m not lonely anymore !!
my pretty Birdie & bubbly Eagle also be my best friends at facebook ^_^
yup ! quite fun especially at the game pet society !!
haha...
maybe imaginary world more peaceful & harmony than our real life ... releasable stressful
however , it may also help in building up fantasy relationship between kids and mum ^-^
come & join us at facebook game !!!

mum & girl ^-^

2009-04-05T06:09:00.000-07:00

busy life ...

since when I m not update my blog ?

maybe few weeks ...

too many events been happened during this few weeks ...

how to start ?

let me have a break....

I nid a peaceful rest ^-^

wonderful time

2009-03-08T06:01:00.001-07:00

briskly Eagle & mum !!

sweetly Birdie & mum ^-^

insufferable ?

2009-03-05T21:23:00.000-08:00

Presbyterain High School is organising jogathon for the students and teachers at Ang Mo Kio Park this Friday
hopefully , my pretty baby Birdie enjoys her sport day with her classmates & friends !!
************************************
feeling badly hurt ...
we have minor collision last night ...
maybe we both stressful ...need some breakable ^-^
jz want to tell u : "mum really care about u , need ur support & understanding ..."
u may feels unfair while handling Eagle bullies or disturbing ...
knowing tt u has suffered since he had born ...
insufferable of Eagle prickly ...intentionally disturbing...annoying...
Crystal child not same as other ...they r distinctiveness
teenager sensitive demeanour vs Crystal child
tiring ...
wishfully , could ve a releasable break !!
give me a break !!
I need fresh "air"
my life more likely as pansy ...

perseverance ...

2009-03-05T20:43:00.000-08:00

baby Eagle refused tk medicine since last week ...
nevertheless worthy bargain or knowledgeably persuaded ....even utmost forced , he closes his mouth tightly !!
perpetual of medication really need perseverance ...pitiful baby jz 9yr old ...
suffering ..ya , feel heartaches while giving my baby medicine every morning
could anyone understand a mum feeling ?
impalpable rite ...
Baby Eagle is such a persona non grata ...
however , he tries hardly ...although the outcome always unget-at-able
mum always be ur side ^-^
Yesterday , poor baby totally refused tk medicine ...
helplessly & worrying during baby Eagle schooling time
wishfully , everything will be alrite ^-^

crystal child

2009-03-02T21:26:00.000-08:00

unexpectedly read a news about NTU stabbed tragedy yesterday ...
1 dead 1 injured ...
a final year graduate boy stabbed his professor by a long knife ...suicide at the end
what had happened during their discussion ?
who was the actual victim ?
However , only the alive know ..
talented kid always think in negative way !!
this sadness news made me worrying about my crystal child
irritated ..impulsive ..stronger self-respect ...mature eyes..isolated...etc
Is crystal child come from other planet ?
why some magazine stated them as extraordinary DNA from alien ?
our social can't accept them ...never step in their "isolation" world ...
fate ...
wishfully my brightness crystal baby wouldn't step in wrong way ...
will he be the next legend in golf ?
....

wistfulness

2009-03-01T22:24:00.000-08:00

last Saturday , met my sister who looks more platintive..palely...slim..
her kids r staying with my parent now
could felt hers woebegone...even she has covered well ....
we are sibling , knowing each other almost 30 yr ++
she is facing her life challenging at this critical time now
treatment of my brother in-law is unsteadiness...side effect was started ...
all unwonted still unmoved my sister faithfulness ...she is accompanying with her beloved at hospital now ^-^
God blessing them
thoughtfulness parent give her a warmly help ...they take care 2 adorable grandsons in unsparing ^-^
Parent always be our shield , home always be our shuttle
gratitude what we are having now ...

Science centre

2009-03-01T21:37:00.000-08:00

What a discontented raining while we having our wonderful family day at Science centre yesterday afternoon !!

haha...

Instead , we were really enjoyed our mirthful time at there ^-^

Dun disdainful on this place !!

It looks fantastic & excited ...uncountable science test show...marvellous science magic ...creatively snow city ....attractive international buffet..etc

auspiciously Eagle won the snow city entrance ticket as he was answered Q during our exploration at science centre ^-^

could imagine how unbearable of bubbly Eagle & Birdie when time almost 5pm !!

Heavy rain was the only spoilt spot of our sweetly ending ^-^

left science centre ...both tired babies were somnolent during our short driving journey

Birdie first try ^-^

2009-02-27T05:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday , Birdie went to AMK watched movie with her classmates after school !
ths was her 1st stepped went out without parent accompany
Besides , could stated as her fresh MRT trip ^-^
hehe...
amiable Birdie eagerly told me about her purely experiences after back from her wonderful gathering ...
worrying lost ...missed MRT ...excitement movie show ...
seen tt she hd lots of fun & fantastic adventures on Thursday afternoon !!
hopefully , she enjoyed her mirthful time with her friends & classmates ^-^

badge

2009-02-26T01:59:00.000-08:00

monitor badge really meaningful ?
ths great reward seen a holy comfirmation task on any kids
ever how hyper of baby Eagle oso can't escape fm ths "dream" ^-^
haha...
finally , he hd received his marvellous reward
an encouragement card from Ms Hee & his dreamy badge !!
....
misadventure , a miserable happened on Wednesday ...
dreamy monitor badge ws "suspended" by form teacher bcoz of misbehaviour ...instead he still a monitor ^-^
pitiful Eagle looks limpness ...
yup ! this maybe a reminder lesson for him ...
bravo ! Eagle take back his "reward" badge today ^-^
hopefully , baby Eagle will appreciate what he ve nw ...
monitor s the good example of class , not only splashy image !
try ur best b a responsible monitor ok ?
surely u can do it ^o^
sincerely wish mirthful appear on ur charming face soon ?
cheer up ^-^

charity at St.Joseph home

2009-02-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

em...18/2 was a sunny day !!

I & Birdie spent our valuable time at Vivocity & Sentosa Island with St .Joseph old folk home charity members

they were 10 old folks & 3 kindness nurses went along with us !!

life experiences ...

among of them , most r homeless ..

why ?

howler moral ?

parent could afford a family burden ...could bearable all suffering ...fondness whatever ...while kids r young

however , when parent gt older ...

our traditional moral gone ?

feeling sobbed after chatting with Anna , a friendly & ebulliently old lady who s 87 nw !!

neither Birdie nor I could insensibly of theirs real story

instead this was not the 1st time for us joining charity work ...unrelieved painful still appeared

life s cruel ...

hopefully , ths meaningful & educational journey will wake up our "lost" humanly

be a good example for our young generation

fraught...

2009-02-12T21:11:00.000-08:00

Eagle causes troubles ...
all blame comes out n sudden
firstly my hubby s blaming of medication side effects ...bcoz of me who sent Eagle for treatment ...
insufferable hubbub ...as I ve to teach Eagle finish his homework everyday after he bk fm school...learn spelling ...etc .
however , he mentions tt Eagle impulsive fought bcoz of me ...I m the one who cause all ths troubles ...
could feel how insupportable of me now ?
his words really hurt me
I m lonely ...helpless...
Luckily , graciousness Birdie kp consoling & encouraging me ...
Yesterday , she wrote a Chinese compo "my family"
after read her compo ...
realized she s so thoughtful & understanding ...especially mentioned about Eagle ..
could felt how Birdie ws concern & care of her brother ...even she nvr mention or speak out ...
she made me guilty ...sorry of her ...
uncontrollable tearing ...
valentine day seen the worst day for me ...

Big troubles ...

2009-02-12T18:28:00.000-08:00

Baby Eagle hd done unforgivable troubles in this two days ...
what is his mind thinking now ?
or the new medication prizaz get terribly side effect on him ?
why baby Eagle turns so impulsive ...violet ...?
he fought with 6 classmates during class ...
those boys surrounded him ... punched...kicked ...
self-defenced fought back ...ths ws Eagle reasons !!
The main started ws 1 of those kids teased him n some humiliated words repeatably...made him frustrated ...
Is this the true ?
I still wondering ...shall I trust my son ? or...
Birdie says we shd believe what Eagle said ...Eagle s not a lier
...
The worst thg happened on yesterday PE lesson ...
his form teacher called twice -- Eagle ws lost controlled kicked classmates bottles while the other class PE teacher Mr Teng ws punished him stood isolated (he made noise during class)...
however , 1 of kids did said somethg on him...impatient Eagle wanted beat him at tt meanwhile ... after 30 mins ...Miss Hee called as Eagle was crying bcoz he dun wanted his teacher reported to me regarding of his "crime" ...
he was worrying tt will gt scolded or blamed by me ...
I was really sombrely ...tearing while hearing my son was crying other the side through teacher hp...
Eagle did know mum concerning ...worrying ...
mayb my speaking way made him feeling uneasy or hurt ...
I m sorry of it ...
why he misunderstanding me ?
my purpose jz want him learns social skill ...the way he speak ...his behaviours...
really created many unnecessary troubles for him...
unfortunately , he still never realized it...
he still think on opposite way ...all of us dun believe him...isolate him..blame him...
mayb he have not realising our social s cruel ...
other wldn't gv chance or consider whether u r normal or ex-normal rite ?
think about majority feeling...
our environment s not isolation ...mz gathering with other
Earth s not only belong to few of us...it s occupying many ppl rite ?
bearable s limitation ...over limit will cause troubles !!
yup , this s our real social life !!
want other ppl accept , mz learn how to join ..communicate ...share with them !!
when will baby Eagle kwn ?
Dr Sim is discussing w school counsellor & special need teacher at ths critical moment ...
pls dun gv up my son ...
I m grateful of theirs sincerely help
hopefully my pitiful baby will cure by our love & medication soon
I really helpless ...

day

2009-02-11T22:22:00.000-08:00

wah !!
can't recognised birdie ...
her sweetly face really bn badly burnt !!
skin peeled out ...a bit spooky oh
pitifult Birdie starts worrying her pretty face may not b cure after this terribly sun burnt
no pain no gain ^-^

my girl Birdie

2009-02-08T21:56:00.000-08:00

NCC grounding lesson really suffer...

since my girl joins ths uniform group , I find out tt she looks more tiring & oftenly injuries

of course , more slimmer !!

however , slimming birdie never gripes or groans even she ws injured during training

yup ...grizzle ws appeared while she was sleeping last nite ...

nightmare ?

painful ?

....

stunningly she still looks mettlesome ths morning !!

3 days kayaking lessons

my pitiful girl ws hurt on wrist & legs ....badly sun burnt too

really heartaches ...

providentially , aloe vera gel could reduced her painful

couldn't denied NCC really well train Birdie n discipline ...punctiliousness...morale !!

the most important thg s she is enjoying her fantastic school life ^o^

strong minded characteristic totally outmatching w her outlooks ...she wldn't gv up easily ...

jia u ^-^

our home always b ur blissful "shelter"

woefulness

2009-02-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

what s the value of life ?
unacceptably of my brother n-law hospitalized n sudden ...
how could a healthy man cause uncured diseases n unawareness ?
human life jz like a fly ...we wldn't knw what will happen nx ?
sorrowful....
why ths woefulness coincident happen during cheerful new year celebration ?
how would my sis b suffer ?
I m worrying about her & my 2 pitiful nephews who jz ages 7 & 4...
wondering what sentences should I mention n harmless ?
fact always cruel
console may turn brutally hurt
feeling limpness ...sombrely ...surrounding at me ...
kwning tt treatment may undergo ruthlessly side effects...
sincerely blessing he could bravely face of it
care about all our beloved ...
dun regret once lost

abilities

2009-02-05T20:46:00.000-08:00

realising Birdie intensively practises piano ...motivation !!
will she wants to be a splendidly & talented pianist ?
aggressive mz ve reason !!
haha...
"Birdie hd bn selected as pianist at PHS while school praying on weekday"
amazing rite ?
I m still n unthinkable since knw ths true ^-^
she s really great & fantastic girl I ever knw !!
the most incredibly fact -- *Birdie chose as discipline master *
heart attack ?
yup , a bit !!
hopefully , my amiable girl wldn't affect unnecessary provocation during her sec school learning journey .
school life more similar as our complicated social life ...
terribly rumours will happen unexpectedly
misunderstand may cause "horribly bomb"
auspicious Birdie knws how to handle wisely !!
talented abilities wldn't easily collapse rite ?
sure tt Birdie can do well !!
always be her faithful supporter ^o^

sprained elbow

2009-02-04T21:12:00.000-08:00

what ws the inauspicious happened ths wk ?
yup , baby Eagle fell dwn fm monkey bar at school on Tuesday , unfortunately sprained his left elbow !!!
almost tearing while saw his painful face ....
when w likeable Eagle knwing my worries ?
nevertheless , his back bone & left leg hd bn hurt ...mayb he ws imagined superman at tt moment ?
quite a heavy punishment !!
3 days unfit leaves -- he is madly n boring home study now , he eagerly hope could back to school soon .
haha...
more prefer ve a bubbly kids rather than a "handicapper eagle "

unmentionable ...

2009-02-04T19:30:00.000-08:00

yr 2009 mean miserable ?
knwing an unspeakable news during Chinese New Yr...unutterably sadness ...
realising life mean tiny...short... ?
a healthy guy causes cancer diseases n unawares ...oso may leave n blink of eyes....
really can't accept ths "shock"
will my care b strong to accept ths true ?
unmentionable upset ...
w auspicious always b our side ?
hopefully , she could handle ths untoward n bravely & wisely demeanour .
I care about all my family ...frds...
what could I do ?
seen lost my way ....

married anniversary

2009-01-21T18:59:00.000-08:00

20th of Jan is my married anniversary !!
yup , we ve a noisy dinner at New York restaurant after baby Eagle back from school .
should I commened there was not a fantastic dinner place... luckily foods wr delicious ^0^
neither surprised present nor romantic dinner ...just ve a "rushed" roses !!
sadly ?
ya , really disappointed ....
fortunately my bubbly babies wr warmly celebrated with me !!
Taurus prefer romantic & unexpectedly surprise ...
recalled last yr ...he forgot about ths memorial date ...
will longer married occur virus --- "lost memory" ?
haha...
anyway , still grateful his "last min" sincere ^o^
at least , he still remember my favour colour --purple !!
ages older more like Ah Q ...

Pets collision ?

2009-01-14T20:45:00.000-08:00

As my baby Eagle ws carrying a small plastic container when he bk fm school yesterday ...
He explained it used for Science experiment --Living Thing
I noticed tt there wr 2 tiny creatures inside of it ...stil creeping while I looked of them !!!
could expect what ws it ?
It ws babies snail ..."educated" babies snail **Eagle said**
quite disgusting ...mayb I dislike ths kind soft creatures !!
then , I decided to "let go" ths "knowledgeable" snails ...put them at the safety place of our condo !!!
at tt meanwhile , I thought we could search information from Internet ...
Our silent collision begin : --
ths ws my bubbly Eagle arguing for ...he thk tt these snails ws caught at school ...so , they mz b well knowledge's creatures !!...couldn't simply "let go" at other place ...
my baby fabulously reason : "knowledgeable" snails w assault by other "non-education" snails !!
haha...
unexpectedly rite ?
sadly Eagle dun talked to me ..."cool war"
Nevertheless , I tried many ways to cheer him up ...
talked w sensibly Eagle ...realized tt my mistk of irrespective kids feeling...shouldn't justice on own selfish mind ...
However , I ws amazed by his "special" theory at tt moment too !!
em..I definitely done wrong ...instead of free those snails at our condo , I should bring those "knowledgeable" snails bk to sch ...
hopefully , those "knowledgeable" babies snails w survive blissfully at our condo ^o^
knwing tt baby Eagle really wish could ve a pet ...
as he thk tt ths babies snails could b his pets ...as snail dun ve fur !!
I hd spoilt his "pet" dream ...
feeling sorry to baby Eagle , pls forgive me ....

feeling

2009-01-12T00:52:00.001-08:00

snuggle my kids is my daily task before sleep …
psysically our relationship w more closely !!
haha…
endeavour b a wonderful & thoughtful mum , but it seen as strategic mission !!
will I become a wordy parent ?
hopefully , no !
relatively , I m eagerly could b a modern & modesty mum !!
genially Birdie seen nervy about her Feb’09 exam , she has started her “war” preparation liao …
aiyo …what could I do ?
her motivation really touching me …however , I still fraught about her healthy …she looks more slimmer than last yr .
I never expect my kids b super genius …automotive study s gratitude than result !!
Nevertheless , when w my baby Eagle concern about his study ?
either I or Birdie r worrying about him …
bubbly Eagle still apathetic !!
w fortunate always stay w him ?
mayb hyperkid hs different study method ba….

unbelievable news !!

2009-01-08T18:45:00.000-08:00

believe tt bubbly Eagle bn selected as class monitor ?
haha..
really an amazing news rite !!
He ws delighted & made a marvellous promissory of well behavior & flying colour result n P3 !!
surprising demeanour of hyper baby ...
however , w he really can made it or not ...
I m still grateful of his form teacher Miss Hee -- appreciated of her graciousness gv my baby Eagle a great responsible to "perform" his ingenuity !!
Hopefully , everything w b alrite ...
keke...
I m confident of ADHD kids incredible abilities , Eagle w b a sensibly monitor n class 3K !!
Baby , u r great !!

Orientation Camp

2009-01-08T17:41:00.000-08:00

yup...feeling a bit unbearable & worrying nw
my baby Birdie w stay at sch tonite as orientation camp for sec 1 student
although ths s not her 1st time n camp ..but stil can't stop of missing her !!
ai...
even a kid bcome an adult ...parent still care about them n unselfish love ...
finally , I realized my parent feeling ..
haha..
ya , mayb s the right time to "let go" ...
time for lovely Birdie learning independent
Birdie , u always my wonderful girl ^o^
w gv spirited support & respect ur wisely decision !!
As I knw tt ur determination w b accuracy ...bcoz u r my girl cum best friend ^o^
Love u baby

Emotional baby

2009-01-08T16:36:00.000-08:00

baby Eagle ws occuring unstable emotion while his tuition teacher punished him n 200 words of shouted out answer during Science lesson Wednesday ....
he really lost of controlled ...screamed ..cried ...ran away ...
not again ?
his condition shd b well cure after ADHA medication treatment ...why ?
quite an unexpectedly happen !!
Nevertheless , he calmed dwn ...
pitiful Eagle told me about his mind ...he felt unfair as he knw all the answer ...but tuition teacher didn't gv him chance !!...therefore , he could only shouted out the answer to prove tt he hd knw the answer !!
Luckily Miss Sim only made a threaten warning...if not , I wldn't expect hyper Eagle w willing attend tuition class again...as he still thk tt he did nothing wrong ....
ADHD kids really a super "bomb" ...w explode anytime
Couldn't denied tt Science & Math r Eagle favourable subjects ...he could spent more time n reading the relevant books or magazines
maybe he still need time to control his patient ...
On the other hand , I m feeling great to find out hyper Eagle starting fond n studying nw !!

Busy life ...

2009-01-07T18:28:00.000-08:00

Since yr 2009 arrived , my life s totally tiring ...busying...
Birdie sec school seen quite stressful for her ...as she hs a lot of homewk ..assignments...
However , my thoughtful girl stil bk fm sch on time -- 2pm sharp !!
hopefully , her graciousness & obedient w not b changed by time & environment ....
teenager w easily affected by frds ...classmates...
most of my frds & neighbours told me about theirs kids ve strange behaviour since aged 13 ...
dishonest...skip sch...no manners...etc !!
will my amiable Birdie ve such demeanour ?
quite a headaches ...

Yr 2009

2008-12-31T17:29:00.002-08:00

my 1st "reward" of yr 2009 --- fell dwn !!
unexpectedly fell while everyone celebrating the coming New yr at 12am sharp ...quite painful as my ankle & knee r injury ...
pitiful baby Eagle ws crying ...he ws guilty of his playful -- showering wet of corridor !!
haha...really bad luck of me rite ?
maybe it ws a fate can't escaped ba !!
ai...hw an unforgettable new yr ^~^
Both of my lovely babies wr celebrated their new yr count dwn at habbo.com.sg yesterday nite !!!
still feeling grateful tt my beloved family member wr accompanied me during ths fabulously moment ....even my tired hubby ws sleeping while we r welcoming the wonderful yr 2009 ...as he ws played golf w his frds n morning ...
reunion of family seen more important than apart rite ?
hehe...
superior Ah Q minded w made me feeling better
I love my family !!!
Be gleeful ...b cheerful...b elated ^O^

Last day of 2008 !!

2008-12-30T18:21:00.000-08:00

I m wondering why time so short ?
jz a brink of eyes ...yr end !!
when I ws teenager ...I really hope tt time could passed as fast as I expected ...
haha...
fabulously world r waiting of me ...I want grw up !!!
hwover , my mind hd bn totally changed after I hs stepped ages 30 ....
yup...I still ve many thgs to do ...to learn...
timeless !!
1 day 24 hrs really not enough ~~
hehe...
mother of two , what w I expect n ths coming new yr ?
hopefully , yr 2009 w b a blessful yr for all of us !!!

~~HAPPY NEW YEAR ~~

Best blessing to my baby Birdie & Eagle ** "DREAM COME TRUE"**
I love u babies ^o^

movies !!

2008-12-29T15:41:00.000-08:00

yup ...I ve watched 5 movies within 3 wks !!
The 1st movie I hd watched ws --"The earth stood still"
It seen not an extrusive story as I knw ...a bit boring !!
sententiously & unaccountably ending ...
Fabulously animation cartoon -- "Bolt"
described about the the adventure journey & touching relationship btw a faithful dog who live under movie imagination n its "fancifully world" & its super star owner ...
quite an education story for kids ...care of pet ...
maybe our world really need super natural power to save ?
ya , the most fabled story -- "Twilight"
It s real tt our surrounding still ve vampire & wolf man ?
haha...
Interesting rite ?
em...the love story btw an innocent human being & a gallantry vampire !!
jz a romantic legend movie gain our vacuousness life ^o^
Farcical movie -- "Bedtime story"
could it b happen n our life ?
fantasy all our dream can come true ...stressful social really made ppl crazy !!
the only way of releasable -- Fancy !!
keke...
Outrageous movie --"IP man"
children mz b guide while watching ths kind of Kong fu movie
unbeaten Kong fu master ?
hehe...
after ths shw ...mz ve many ppl learn "Yong Chun Wu Shu" !!!
will teenagers understand the real moral of ths movie ?

holiday ???

2008-12-26T03:17:00.000-08:00

I m at Genting Highland nw ...
wonderful holiday ?
in my conclusion s NOT
really a limpness journey I ever ve ...
I HATE IT !!!!!
we r nt a chess ...showing for other !!!
we r human being ...need respect ...we ve our self-respect !!!!!
using of kids ?
only the evil one wld knw *
Even we r nt as rich as some "moral able" ppl ...but we stil need RESPECT !!!!
sweet tongue as bringing along family for holiday trip ....
the real fact ?
only HE knw clearly !!!!!!!!!!
I m n sorrowful & furiously nw ...
really hatred ........
spending more time at Internet ...for what ?
I m wondering too
shopping ?
haha...
I just a small fly ...need "demand" from the"financial CONTROLLER" !!!
the "kindness" man ws enjoying his golf game w his oversea buddies jz nw ...left 2 kids to me !!!
he thk who he s ?
yup !! always pretending in front of other ppl ...
I HATE MYSELF
really depressing ...
when w all b over ?
"HARMONY FAMILY " jz a drama shw ba !!
if u want teases me ...nw s ur time @@
my hyper Eagle s really family SHAMEFUL ?
they all joining n golf game ...left pitiful Birdie & Eagle OUT !!!
n my knwing , Eagle & Birdie r play well n golf rather than someone else ^o^
as one of his golf buddy bring along his son joined theirs " expect " games !!!!
then ...why "abandon" my babies ?
the worst thg s BAN my poor babies bring along theirs golf sets .
however ...still lying tt Birdie & Eagle r enjoying n Internet games ?
really unbelievable rite ?
did he knw hw Eagle & Birdie r disappointing ?
ya ...I can feel it closely ...bcoz they r w me nw ...

Euphoria !!

2008-12-23T16:29:00.000-08:00

eureka !!
My baby Eagle is a legend talented junior golfer at Orchid country club !!
haha...
Yesterday morning , Eagle & Birdie wr attended their golf lesson at OCC ...after 2 hours of on green training lesson ...theirs senior golf pro praised & concluded -- hyper Eagle s his talented student he ever met b4 !!
although amiable Birdie also done best performance during their lesson ...but the unexpectedly winner s bubbly baby Eagle **the youngest student at OCC**
really an elated great Christmas present for us !!
baby Eagle hs bn grown up ...no more brashly ...no more rashly...no more playful !!
he totally changed demeanour when he stepping n golf course !!
unbelievable rationality ...seriously attitude likes a determinable adult ^o^
Both of them r well behaviour golfers ...keep it up babies !!!
lovely Birdie w study express class at Persbyterian High School n nx yr ...she s great rite ?
keke...
I m feeling gleeful as I hd pre-received my wonderful Christmas gifts :)

**MERRY CHRISTMAS **

Funeral...

2008-12-21T21:34:00.000-08:00

within two weeks , I ve attended two funerals ....
quite unexpectedly ....
the 1st funeral ws my frd grandpa who hd bn suffered almost few yrs of illness ...
another ws my relative who hd bn admitted n hospital almost 2 mths ...
life s short rite ?
em...quite shorter than I expected !!
feeling a bit sorrowful...
not an easy way to accept our beloved left us n sudden ...
hopefully ve time machine appear n our planet , but... it really could help us bk to past ?
what can we do if bk to "past" ?
since we can't do anything...why don't we care & treasure what we ve now !!
so...we wldn't be regret if "lost"
unfortunately ...my 1st aunt s suffering the last state of cancer diseases nw ...
I feel sorry of knowing ths sadly news ...
although I knew that she may "leave" us n sudden....but I still encouraging her b brave ...b gleeful...b strong !!
relationship closer ...apart sadness...
on the brightness thinking ... may b ths s another releasable for those who ws suffering illness ....
Best blessing to all of us ^o^

Bintan trip !!

2008-12-16T21:53:00.000-08:00

quite a releasable journey ...
Neither or us bearable to leave after few days enjoyable life !!
haha...
Unexpectedly Bintan s a peaceful place ....we wr stayed at Bintan Resorts nearby Bintan beach ...
Ths resort s surrounding by two 18 holes golf courses !!
Adventure programs ...snorkeling activities ...exciting power paintball shoot ...discovery tour...educational traditional demo ...oleh-oleh market shopping...incredible traditional Indonesia spa ...etc .
Really fantastic trip rite ?
weirdly tt they r using S'pore dollar as theirs main currency $$
hehe...
the worst & terribly thg s the ferry journey ...almost 1hr ++
my poor baby Eagle & hubby wr vomiting n the meanwhile of sea journey !!
Luckily , they wr recovered when arrived our destination ^o^
Hopefully , we could travel Bintan soon ...
Bravo !!!!!

habbo.com.sg

2008-12-11T19:16:00.000-08:00

haha...
I hd joined ths wonderful online games since my kids r madly n it !!
Instead of having nice & closer relationship w my sweet babies...really a hard task be mum ...
while I ws stepping n theirs life ...I found out a lot of unexpectedly surprises !!
Teenagers world r colourful + exciting ...
er..still ve a bit dangerous too ??
hw to describe ....
em...as some of the player r nt really fond n games only ...they ve other secret motive !!
alert + smart jz could safety play games lol ...
I thk the most creative & education training part s hw to trade & sales ur items n ths games
hehe...
mayb u w become a successful business after join ths games oh ^o^
However , social skill oso consider the main survival weapon too !!
yup...we still can design our own dream room with our habbo credit or games earning !!
quite an interesting games ba !!
enjoy games together with us ?

baby Eagle passed Taekwondo test !!

2008-12-11T18:54:00.000-08:00

huh...why baby Eagle still looks limpness ?
o...o...o...he ws worrying birdie may spoilt his new handset while taking photos ...
haha...
Great baby hd passed his brown belt taekwondo test on last Saturday ^o^
braveness baby Eagle finished all part by himself without master or senior guided !!
he did it ...he really did it !!
we r feeling cheerful of his successful

Birdie 12yrs old birthday party !

2008-11-16T17:09:00.001-08:00

Wah !
Birdie received many lovely presents on her birthday party 15/11/08 oh !!
she looks gleeful & pretty rite ?
haha...
the most blissful thg ws most of our relatives graciously attended ..we all ve a wonderful night !Eagle oso received a surprising present fm his cousin -- Christie Liau during Birdie party ...he felt great too !

Best wishes to my lovely birdie !!

I love u baby ^o^

Another pre-X'mas card !!

2008-11-11T23:29:00.000-08:00

who hs such amazement art talented ?
em...guess it ?
haha..
mz b my cutie Birdie **
chirpiness r surrounding n my blissful hm nw !!
but the only untoward ...my baby Eagle is suffering fever nw ...
quite worrying ...
w ths unexpected matter affect amiable Birdie birthday party on ths coming Saturday night ?
anyway , I still hope my baby Eagle could recovery soon ...
he s suffering painfully fm ADHD medicines ...lost weight ...lost appetite ...lost smile...
I love my kids ...
Both Birdie & Eagle !!

Touching pre-X'mas card !!

2008-11-11T18:50:00.000-08:00

11/11/08 ws my touched date n my life !
unexpectedly received a lovely hand make pre-x'mas card fm my baby Eagle ^o^
although he s fever , he still unforgotten passed ths blissful card to me ...
he really a graciously kid ...

we knw tt my pitiful baby Eagle ve Dyslexia ...
but he still tried his best wrote dwn his sincere thankful to me & my hubby ^o^
couldn't control myself n sobbing
a simple demeanour hs made me tearing n happiness ..juvenility ?
no...
he did it ...my baby Eagle really tried his best !!
blissful domesticity ve encouraged him bravely stepped out his weakness...even jz a tiny improvement ~~
I & my hubby really appreaciate of it ...
Well done bubbly Eagle !!
u always b mum sweetheart *

Glamour gleeful !!

2008-11-09T16:36:00.000-08:00

My gladness product -- Grape !!
It really gwn juicy grape *o*
Not a dream ...it really happen at my garden oh !!
haha...

I m a green finger rite ?
Feel great while I find out it grw & ripe *o*
Look juicy ...but quite sour oh !!
hehe...

Lovely cousins

2008-11-02T18:50:00.001-08:00

My younger nephew Angeline who s jz 4 mths ++ oh !
she looks cute rite ?
Eagle fond of carries her ...but worry tt may drops her dwn ...
haha...
Did they looked funny ?
keke...
Angeline seen enjoyed her "delicious" fingers ^o^
em...they both ve "bigger" eyes oh !!

Exam over !!

2008-10-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

em...feel great !
finally , my kids ve finished theirs yr end exma .
hope they oso feel releaseble as me !6
Even X'mas stil ve 2 more mths jz arrival ...but I quite unbearable for it liao !!
haha...
I m nt unctuous oh !!
Since last wk , I ve started bought X'mas presents ...almost 30 pcs oh !
for my hubby relatives kids & mine siblings kids ...special cousins (who birthday n ths festival )...my lovely Birdie & Eagle too .
Besides , can't 4gt about my graciousness parent & father n-law mah ...they oso w receive surprising X'mas present during ths blissful festival ^o^
keke...
although it waste my time n shopping & packing ...but I really enjoy ths feeling !!
I sincerely wish all of my family members w b gleeful when they receive my solicitously gifts ...smile & ve a sweet dream during silent nite .
ya , stil left 1 person ...I stil doutful what shd I buy 4 him ?
...stil wondering what w made him exult ?

mayb a bit early for preparing X'mas present ...

hehe...

Birdie 12yrs old birthday stil ve nt come yt !!

my amiable birdie w grw as teenager on 19/11 oh *

aiyo...why I m so exciting leh ?

haha...

mz gv her an amazement birthday party & fabulous present !!

Music Concert !!

2008-10-28T21:19:00.000-07:00

Charming Eagle really looks cool !
Best wishes to his music concert ^o^
u r great baby !

While waiting the concert start ...Eagle tk photo w his lovely cousin Jin Yi !!

Eagle w his best frds , they wr looked tired as waiting their turn oh !!

Eagle & his buddy wr delighted when concert over ^o^

w they both ve wonderful childhood memory ?

w they remember theirs sweet tm forever !!

hehe...

Eagle favourable teacher --Teacher May !!

she s his respectable teacher , who can accept a hyper kid w graciousness heart ^o^

Great teacher !!

Eagle always mention about her oh *

Wonderful time w grandpa !

2008-10-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

My bubbly kids Birdie & Eagle ve a nice trip w my dad at Genting last yr !
They sat on train enjoyed their short trip journey ^o^

Sweet Birdie & kindness grandpa spent their holiday at tea garden

Playful Eagle made funny face while sat w grandpa at my parent hm !

Eagle 7yrs old Birthday on 22/6

2008-10-28T18:00:00.000-07:00

Baby Eagle grw up liao !
hehe...
Happy family ^o^
Last yr Photo jz posting out by today ...
ai...old liao...
keke...
Did anythg change nw ?
em...Eagle & Birdie taller than me nw !
I gt older & shorter than them oh ...
haha...

Super Birdie !

2008-10-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

Can u find out which s Birdie ?

haha...

the runner up oh ^o^

She s really s great & super Taekwondo fighter !!

My proud & sweet baby *

Genting Trip

2008-10-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

We went to Genting Highland & KL during the PSLE marking date
almost 6 days short holidays
haha...
Quite a nice & releasable trip !
Baby Eagle seen more bubbly ..lovely Birdie oso delighted ^o^
both of them enjoyed theirs sweet time "online games " at Genting net cafe ...even they ve brought theirs own laptop #
Birdie s crazing n auditionsea --dance games w her online frds after stressful exam over !!
hope tt she wldn't nt b "drown" n ths imagination & animation games ...it may cause her dimness oh !!
keke...
aiyo...baby Eagle more worse !
he unduly fond n "Stronghold"--strategic games *
If he could use most of his concentrate effort n study seen more useful !
When w Eagle b subconsciously of his study ?

My graciousness mum & lovely kids

2008-10-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

Ths photo they tk at Changi airport when my young looking mum departure to Vietnam on 21/9/08 (Sat)
Well , baby Eagle seen like depressed oh !
He missed grandma mz than me , reminded me called my mum everyday while my mum ws travelling at Vietnam ^o^
Amiable Birdie more mature , she sincerely hoped grandma could enjoyed her wonderful journey w grandpa !
I felt great as my parent could ve an amazement trip -- Honeymoon ^o^

lost hearing ....

2008-09-01T03:03:00.000-07:00

My left ear can't heard clearly ...
a bit pain...sound like tiny ...echo...
will it affect my listening ...
feel helpless...
I play piano to release my solitude...
can't play well n violin ...as it really hurt my ear while I holding it against my shoulder...
hopeless ?...lifeless ?...
my parent r worrying about me ...they visited me ths afternoon...
feeling bad ..shameful...
why I m useless...still b theirs "burden" ....

imbecility

2008-08-31T17:00:00.000-07:00

I hatred humbug ...
why always cheat me ?
Incomprehensible ...
did I really look dumb ?
dubious often occurrence n my mind ...
I try to kill myself ...but failed of my braveness ...
my world seen more smaller ...smallest...
I can't even talk to my parent...can't let them worry about me ...
what shall I do ?
I feel hurt...sombrely...

Eagle won gold medal !!

2008-08-29T05:34:00.001-07:00

Today s Greenwood primary school sport day ...junior group !
My bubbly Eagle really fantastic oh...he tk part n skipped & bounced ball contest ^o^
He ws n 3rd group , 10 kids per grp !
Their group ws the fastest & smartest group ...they finished within 3 mins ...really super team wk mental !!
Ths s Eagle 1st gold medal n his sport life ^o^ although he hd gt other medals ...but ths ws his 1st medal awarded at Greenwood primary school .
He feels delighted & excited after knw tt theirs team hd bn won ...
hwever , the main gleeful matter ws mdm Wong unexpectedly appeared & gv them mental support b4 contest started !!
Hopefully , he w gt more medal n future !!
Great job baby -- u r my proud baby ^o^
em..pretty Birdie nt so lucky ...she fell dwn at school jz nw !!
Nevetheless , she still cheerful of Eagle "success"
she mz b very painful...
bleeding legs...
but happy face ^o^

Teacher day

2008-08-28T22:35:00.000-07:00

Busy day again ?
Ya ...bcoz of teacher day ^o^
I thk I should bcome a florist n my future plan !!
Florist seen a worth & earning business oh ...
keke....
My lovely babies Birdie & Eagle r really thoughtful & amiable kids ...they both ve same idea n ths special day -- flowers present !!
Mayb flowers seen more attractive & meaningful ...so , most of students dun waste theirs smart mind to "suffer" during ths holy day !!
Yup ..if I m a teacher , I may also hope could receive a flower n ths meaningful date --teacher day !
when a teacher receives present fm student ...mean tt she /he s a gracious & friendly ppl rite ?
even the present js single blessing words fm children !!
haha...
Birdie only presented her Maths & Science teacher --mdm Koh a special surprise ^o^
She thk tt mdm Koh hd helped & encouraged her n patient teaching !!
Bsides , ths wonderful teacher also help her bravely step n Maths "Challenges" .
Great teacher nt an easy task !!
Except n teaching ...still ve to walk into children "world"
em...world changing liao ...
Nevetheless , baby Eagle bought a stalk of fresh rose to mdm Tan n ths morning ! he told me tt his form teacher likes real flower ...he also made a few pc of cute snow skin moon cake too !
unfortunately , mdm Tan s unable attend class today ...bcoz she ws stomach flu since last night **she wrote e-mail to Eagle & sms to me**
Quite a sombre news 4 baby Eagle ...
Hwever , Eagle still presented his present to general office jz nw ...
Surely baby Eagle wldn't 4gt about friendly mdm Wong (P1 form teacher) & graciously mdm Foo (headmistress) & kindness mr Zhen (P2 mother tongue teacher)...they ve received a special rose yesterday afternoon ! **I ws the pitiful flower sender **
Wednesday & Thursday , Eagle ws nt attended class as he needs rest after two days vomited at school ...
medicine side effect ...quite obvious ...often too .
worrying ..........

Exam over !!

2008-08-28T22:03:00.000-07:00

Quite a long time not write blog ...
Well...mayb too stressful !!
Finally , exam over liao ^o^
Hopefully , my babies also feel releasable as me .
Prepossessing news --Birdie bn selected by Presbyterian High school & Eagle hd passed dark blue belt (G4) n Taekwondo contest ^o^
Both of them seen delighted about theirs "results" !!

short holiday

2008-08-07T18:43:00.000-07:00

Wah !! National day coming up ^o^
ve 3 days ++ holiday oh...bcoz today all primary school study half day only !! Monday s replacement of the National day which occur on Saturday .
Birdie & Eagle wr dressed n red shirt as celebrating school " National day" nw ...both of them r high spirited woke up early 6:30am !!
my lovely babies w b back at 10am later ^o^
Hope tt they w enjoy theirs wonderful celebration during ths "valuable" holiday !
nx wk , Birdie may nt seen so exhilarate liao ....as PSLE oral w held on 14/8 & 15/8 ...
She still nervous & stressful ...although it ve nt happen !!
Baby Eagle may ve a short rest during Birdie "suffering" time ...junior ve holiday at tt meanwhile !!
Hwever , the CA2 exam also nearby -- 19/8 until 21/8 (junior)
Birdie may nt so lucky ...pre-rim seen more terribly than junior exam !!
Jia U both my lovely babies ^o^

solitude

2008-08-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning , Eagle ws having medical treatment at The Child & Allergy clinic (11-11) Mt E hospital ...as his ws allergy of ADHD medicine .
Eagle eyes wr turning yellow w bloodshot & black n fingers nail ...after 2 wks of medication treatment .
Now , his new medicine r 25mg Atomoxetine (bedtime daily) & 10mg Ritaline (3 times daily)
Hopefully , these new medicine wldn't cause any unexpectedly effect or allergy to my poor baby !!
Stand by sedateness ?
Let pitiful baby Eagle suffering ....
Sombre...
What shall I do ?

bemoan week

2008-08-03T22:48:00.000-07:00

Insomnia ?
em...I still confusing myself ...bemused ....
Baby Eagle medical treatment ve side effects on his eyes & fingers ...he still losing weight nw ...
Birdie stressful until special illness occurrence ...under medication too ...
Another plaintive happened....my hubby 4th brother n-law caused brain stroke n unexpectedly !
a nice & gracious guy ....a responsible father ...an amiable grandpa...a friendly elder n our family ...
hw could such terribly illness happened on him ?
life s really freakish ...a good man can't ve perfect ending ?
worrying tt our pitiful 4th sister can't stand of ths cruel true ...she still ve pretended strong n front of us ...even we all knw tt she ws teared silently ...
mental & spirit support seen more important n ths crucial state ...
sincerely wish tt they w step out fm theirs "nightmare" soon ...since the fate couldn't b change ...jz try to accept it ...
I still believe tt 4th brother n-law w cure & recovery soon...
everythg w b alrite ...blissful life as previous ^o^

lost voice...

2008-07-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

I m losing my voice since last wk...
can't talk...js could heard...
mayb bemoan too often...until temporary "mum"?
mournfully ....
Ya , seen tt also wldn't affect my usual life...as Eagle needn't any bargain or reward since he tk medical treatment ...
bubbly Eagle gone ...obedient Eagle tk turn nw !!
still ambiguous about our decision ...
cruel or unfair to Eagle ?
beatific for him ?
did Eagle really knw his agreement of these decision ?
or he js impulsive ?...helpless ?
nobody could gv me answer ....
my pitiful baby s suffering of vomit since tk medicine ...but he told me he can tk it ...need nt to worry ...
hw could I ignore his painful rite ?
tearing ...sobbing...
could feel sorrowful of my hubby & Birdie too ...
Really changed ...hw could medicine totally changed mankind demeanour n sudden ?
Stunningly ...amazement !!

Birdie bad day ~~

2008-07-20T17:37:00.000-07:00

em...really a bad day of my lovely Birdie ths few days ...
after badly injury of her Taekwondo contest last Sunday (13/7 )...she seen really unfortunate !!
her English oral which held on the nx day of her "fantastic" contest ...make her depressed ...as she ws feeling exhausted couldn't concentrate n hearing & answering Q ....
Hwever , she still needs to complete her 20times correction per mistk grammar Q within 3days ...almost 600 ++ !!
Bsides , she ws accidentally fell dwn when stood at the vivocity playground yesterday afternoon...her legs & elbow hs scratched bled n unexpectedly...
ai...why all torment happened n stunning ?
Seen tt I shd make blessing for my baby at Kuang Yi temple soon...mayb ths s the only way I could do ....
yup...when a normal human being r helpless...ths mayb a wisely psychic consolation rite ?

Medication treatment

2008-07-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

I can't forgv myself ...
I m tearing ...
feel sad ...badly heartaches ....after Eagle treatment fm Mt Elizabeth Hospital ths morning ...
unexpectedly Eagle ws accepted Dr Sim suggestion -- medication treatment
Baby Eagle turn as another kid I nvr knw ...new leaf ?
mayb his other true demeanour ....
Ya , after tk medicine.... he really changed n other character ...
he ws concentrated n reading story books ...could wrote blog more than 100 words w/o complained or bargain ...but n clam & slow reaction ...
he lost appetites since tk medicine at 10am just nw ...tiring looks...slow action ...kp sitting to read ...
Seen tt these medicine really useful for hyperkids....
Ths mayb the 1st time I saw my baby Eagle read book by himself ...nt disturbing ...really quiet & no moving js sitting on sofa as normal kid ...even a single sound still could heard clearly ...
Stunningly ?
I still can't believe my senses...
Nevertheless , I feel sorrowful ...
I m an evil mum ?
why I agreed let my baby tk medicine ...since I ve knw tt it w ve side effect ?
The common effects w appear like headaches ... giddy ...vomit...lost appetite...tiring...slow reaction .**advised by Dr Sim**
Will Eagle blamed me ?
I m worrying ...nervous...although ve informed his teacher attention Eagle condition ...but still feel uneasy ...terribly ...
Is all of these what I want to see ?
Feel sorry to baby Eagle ...mayb he dun want to disappoint me again ?...unbearable social stress ?...
He must b suffering nw ...
My pitiful Eagle ...u always b my sweetheart ....even u r hyper ...
I m wondering tt let Eagle tk medication treatment s right or wrong ?
confusing nw ...

Special reward ?

2008-07-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

Why my baby Eagle non-stopping gv "special reward" to me ?
within 1 wk ...
What happened today ?
em...more grislier than Monday cases...
He held his classmate too "gently"...unfortunately ths girl hand was twisting while they wr running fm school " black place" !!
still nt sure hw much of the compensation yt ?
As her parent ve nt look for me right nw ....mayb tomorrow ...
ai...why my life so troublesome ?
wondering why my illness still nt cure since last wk ....
Ya ...w bring Eagle treatment at Mt Elizabeth Hospital tomorrow morning , as the previous doctor nt longer at Gleneagles Hospital ...she hs bn transferred as NTU professional lecturer nw !!
Hopefully , the new doctor --Dr Poleen Sim w gv my baby well treatment ....
I also need treatment too...either psychic or physical ...
spray Ventolin nw...dun knw whether w cure ?
groan...
seen tt my life really "groovy" rite ?
when w all b over ?

frds

2008-07-15T18:47:00.000-07:00

ai...my frd all very busy ...
some of them busy n work ...some r suffering of tk care children ...n some r studying ...
em...since school holiday over ...most of them really "vanish" !!
hahaha...
mayb I m too free ?
so, I gt ths terribly punishment -- fever !!
Ya ....I can strongly feeling tt my health n alarming ...as my heart pain more frequently since back fm Australia ... sometimes feel breathless ...
my fever could longer heal over 1 wk ...nt like previous 2 to 3 days ....
quite heady ...tiring ...
Even it seen really tough ...but I still resisting w my fever nw ~!
sombrely ...

Improvement

2008-07-15T17:41:00.000-07:00

Stunningly , Baby Eagle leg ws hurt as beat by his classmate Eham during school time !!
ai...auspicious ths time nt Eagle fault ...his teacher also explained while I picked Eagle home .
Wah ! my baby ws nt againt school rule n ths time ...
great news !!
ths other unbelievable occurance ..my baby Eagle do his homewk w/o guided yesterday night !!
before tt , we always ve to bargain --reward b4 he do homewk ...
bawl also Eagle usual reaction too ...
Ya , ths ws an amaze improvement of Eagle !!
Em...seen like beatific , although I m nt feeling well nw ^o^

new born babies !

2008-07-15T17:19:00.000-07:00

ya...except my brother baby Jin Xi who born on 20/6 , still ve 3 more new born babies join n our big family !!
my elder cousin Aili really fantastic oh...she "produces" 2 babies n once --baby boy & baby girl !!
Ths 2 lovely babies wr born on 1/7 ...the baby boy more alike father & baby girl looks similar as mother ^o^
Quite envious my cousin could ve special twin n once ...really unthinkable rite ?
These 2 babies also our family prodigy ^o^
hahaha...
The other new born baby s zhi rong --my youngest aunt 1st baby boy !!...
zhi rong born on 11/7 -- easy to remember !!
erm..unanimous tt zhi rong s my youngest cousin nw ...quite incredible rite ?
my cousin younger than my kids !!
kekeke...
As my youngest aunt js elder me 3 yrs lah ^o^
Hopefully , all new born babies r blissful & healthy ...the main thg s dun b naughty oh !!

Sick...

2008-07-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

erm...mayb nt sleep well n ths few days ...
I m fever nw ...
feeling cool ...sleepy...tiring ...

Eagle lesson !!

2008-07-15T00:13:00.000-07:00

ai...my baby Eagle caused troubles again yesterday ...
He ws crying terribly & refused went to school when it ws almost 1pm ....
ths unexpectedly demeanour seen familiar to me when Eagle ws 5yrs old ...same nightmare -- scary punishmt fm school teacher !!
I still feel tremble ...sob while facing ths "history" again ....
really made me terrified saw my pitiful baby screamed ...non-stopped tearing...shiver...not shenanigans as usual ...
couldn't tearing n front of my baby ...I knw he really suffering at tt moment...but quite tough & bearable too ....I locked myself n cried nside my car after "Eagle case bn settled"...
fortuitously , mdm Foo (Greenwood principle) graciousness helped ...if nt ...
can't imagine what w happen ?
Eagle lost his form teacher "special Maths red card" which ws gvn on last Friday ...
the main thg s ths "card" ws last stk ...
Bsides , mdm Tan (Eagle form teacher ) hd bn told them kp safely nside theirs organiser book ...w ve "terribly punishmt" if lost !!
erm...ths may made poor baby Eagle feels scary ...worrying...guity too .
Ya , ths ws another social lesson 4 Eagle --responsible !!
Finally , he realised shameful ...guilty ...scary ...worrying when making mistk ..
Hwever , I really feel sorry to mdm Tan ...she may feel sobbing nw as lost her valuable "card"...
Eagle seen quite admire mdm Foo since yesterday "troubles" ...
He told me tt he ws grateful as mdm Foo kindly helped ...on the other hand , he feel guilty to mdm Tan too !!
Couldn't deny tt Eagle really mature nw ...
Ths mayb a wonderful lesson 4 him too ^o^

Poor baby Birdie -- u r my proud girl !

2008-07-13T18:11:00.000-07:00

still feel sobbing ...tearing nw ...
Birdie won 2nd *runner up* n Malaysia JB state Taekwondo tournamt yesterday !!
she s really braveness & high spirited ...although she s badly injury nw .
Couldn't stand the painful ...while I saw my baby Birdie ws hit heavily by other contestant ...she ws tearing too at tt meanwhile .
But surprisingly ...she still kp it up until the final contest ...
I could felt hw hardly she ws ...when suffered the terribly beat during contest...mayb those girls felt pain too !
almost 800 contestant joined ths tournament , 400++ s boy & other s girls .
I still unbelievable tt my Birdie gt runner up n ths contest ...as ths ws her 1st experience tk part n tournamt !!
Is ths a dream ?
It 's real ...bcoz Birdie whole body s seriously injury ...back ...elbow ...hand...legs ...all n wounds.
She ws crying while battled ...I almost wanted to stop the contest ...but my honey stopped me .
His reason ws let Birdie made decision ...
let child b mature...b independent ...b confident ...worth ?
eh...I dun knw ...I only knw tt my baby ws gt hurt ...ws tearing ....
she also wanted gv up at the quarter final ...
family mental support mayb useful when a child face helpless ...we kp encouraged "Birdie jia yu , u r the best !!"... "can't gv up easily since u ve stepped so hardly n quarter !!"
Poor baby Birdie really made it , she kp it up until the final ...
she lost to a Korean girl which ve several tournamt experiences ...she burst out out her tear n sudden ...
whether she feels painful of her injury or feels disappointed of her "lost" ...
I ws hardly controlled my sorrowful when saw my baby sobbed & hurt...I tried my best to console her & hugged her tightly n my arm ...
I can't bear to lost my baby ...feel pain of her injury ....can't stand of her tearing ...
blamed myself ...why dun stop her to tk part ths tournamt n early ...even I ve knw tt she w gt hurt ....but no so badly ...
Eagle ws furious ...mayb he feels pitiful of Birdie ...he said tt only he could bully Birdie , other can't !!
He wanted to beat tt Korean girl when he saw Birdie ws tearing n injury ...
lucky tt we stopped him !!
Bsides , Eagle ws scolded & shouted : " what parent u r , urs kid s injury nw ...u still want them to fight !!"
Ya , couldn't deny tt all contestant r injury , nt only my pitiful baby Birdie ...the worst r those n semi-final .
Too cruel...too savage...humanless ...ths ws my true feeling of ths tournamt .
more like a traditional Thailand game --" cock fighting"...many ppl r surrounding ... shouting ...supporting their favourable "Little creature"...humanity ?
hopefully , my kids wldn't tk part n all "fantastic" contest n future ...
heartaches ...hurt ....really can't stand of it when I recall my memory of ...
I ve nightmare last night ...a really horribly ...scary ...
Hwever , I still ve to admit tt Birdie s a great & holy "warrior"...nvr gv up until last !!
She always b my proud baby ...not bcoz of her success ...

lier

2008-07-13T17:47:00.000-07:00

erm...quite upset ...disappointed while I knw tt my honey ve golf games on Saturday morning ...
As he hs made promissory tt he w accompany us watch movie on Saturday morning .
Bsides , I also ve cancelled my violin class since ths date!!
Quite unbearable of ths sudden "spoilsport"...
Always lie to me ...it seen fun ?
even Birdie & Eagle also felt "lost" at tt moment too ...
Hwever , our SPA appointmt also ve to change timing liao ...
Then , our morning movie changed to night movie !
aiyo ...why those married guys r like tt ?
spent more time w family mean "torture" ?
Sometimes , I w blame Eagle as he looks alike his dad !...mayb unfair to him ?
Unfair ?
huh...he always "creat troubles"--bully Birdie & me !
Like father like son ....

raining ...

2008-07-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

I like raining ...especially at night ....
cry & nt disturb other ppl...bcoz raining could cover my sobbed ...
Feeling heartaches nw ...really pain...hurt .
still ve to pretending ?
ya , mask lifestyle !
I feel hurt ...why my baby Eagle always scream & shout to me ?
sometimes , curse me too ...
Refusing do homewk s his usual behaviour ...always ve screaming or terribly noisy while he back fm school ....
B a normal mum , request children do homewk s my usual & "amazement" task ...
Nevertheless , ths also cause blamed by my hubby ...he can't stand of noises as he feels tired & need rest after wk .
understanding his feeling ...hwever , did he could shared mine ?
Why I always the one b suffer ?...blamed ?...
will my baby Eagle cause my married end ? ...
Or I thk too much ?...
prefer raining night...seen more peaceful & quiet ....

fraught ...

2008-07-09T18:16:00.000-07:00

Troubles again ?
yup ...quite a fraught incident happened yesterday evening when my baby Eagle back fm school...
I received a call fm my neighbour Jenny --Eagle classmate Timonty mum , she complained her son ws pushed by my baby Eagle during school dismission ...the terribly incident ws Timonty wore glasses during that moment ...Timonty eyes ws hurt !!
unexpected occurrence right ?
Although Eagle hd mentioned ths event while he ws back fm school ...but he ws only mentioned an accidentally pushed ...never sensed any seriously troubles....just clammed like normal !!
could u imagine hw worry I ws ?
I m not worry about compensation of money ....if money could made settlement mean everythg w b alright ....
my concerning s the kid eyesight ...
I always b the "rubbish collector" when my baby Eagle "created fantastic rubbish" ...
em...ths may just a start ...still ve few mths to go ...
I thk my enjoyable time s school holiday ...I need nt to worry what w happen nx (although still ve unexpected event happen , but the victim only Birdie & me )...or hw to apology or made compensation ...
headaches ...high blood pressure...may fainted soon !
Eagle , when w all ths "wonderful" stuff b vanish ?
gv me a break !!

love sharing ?

2008-07-09T17:07:00.000-07:00

Em...Eagle seen lost interest n tuition lesson ...since he hd punished as re-copy 10times n each sentences !
What shall I do ?
If he s a normal kid ...I thk I should teach him personally ....unfortunately , he s nt ....
I knw that it really w made him feel stressful ...limpness during tuition class...but it seen could b an advantages for him to learn more knwledges ...patient ...living skills...rather learning at home right ?
Sometimes , I may feel pitiful for my poor baby too ....
Hyperkid s fate ?
Ya...mayb ...mayb nt ....who kwn ?
Since it hd really happened , I ve to accept it .
I couldn't protect Eagle forever...must let him b independent...b confident ...b acceptable by other ...
hyperkid really nt easy accepted by other ppl ....
Certainly , he ve to face "unexpectedly" troubles & incidents during his "learning journey" ...not only happened at school life ...even family ....relatives ...frds too .
Eagle , u always b my sweetheart ^o^
I w try my best to gv my baby mental support silently ...even it s really a hard task .
hope that my amiable Birdie could understand my feeling ...I may ve to spent more concern & care on Eagle ...but I still love her ^o^
I should apology to Birdie ...I m sorry as blamed her accidentally hit Eagle on head during their Taekwondo training Tuesday night .
I may too sensitive about hurt ....
Both r my babies ...unfair ?
Could love b sharing ?
yup...I thk my love ve bn shared n many pcs ...
who could share their love w me ?

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