
Saturday, January 14, 2012

Jan "awesome hurt"
not receive any surprise present on my ROM anniversary (13/1) ...
even single greeting from my honey :(
feeling like he really forgot our graciously memory
however , I still prepared a lovely card & present for him - a winter cloth * we will have 8 days holiday trip to Beijing &
Hong Kong on 10
th Mar *
bought roses to cheer myself too !!
maybe ...sorrowful & heartaches...
tearing in unawareness
nicely requested could he
tk leave on our marriage
anniversary in last week ..the answer is : kids need study , why waste time ?
spent time with me is waste time ?
this words like a sharp knife hurt my feeling ...
he never
tk leave on
Valentine day ...ROM ...marriage
anniversary ...my birthday ...
for me , all special day is important :)
prepare special
gifts during all special occasion ...never expect reward
candle dinner ? roses ?
the only console is he still sleep beside me :D
he is my 1st love ...my husband ..
maybe I love him more than he love me
tried until tired :(
when will I
gv up ?
marriage anniversary (20/1) maybe another shock for me too !!
I had
pre-passed present for him , remind him don't forget this special date ...as I can't stand another "awesome reward" ..

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