I hatred humbug ...
why always cheat me ?
Incomprehensible ...
did I really look dumb ?
dubious often occurrence n my mind ...
I try to kill myself ...but failed of my braveness ...
my world seen more smaller ...smallest...
I can't even talk to my parent...can't let them worry about me ...
what shall I do ?
I feel hurt...sombrely...

Today s Greenwood primary school sport day ...junior group !
My bubbly Eagle really fantastic oh...he tk part n skipped & bounced ball contest ^o^
He ws n 3rd group , 10 kids per grp !
Their group ws the fastest & smartest group ...they finished within 3 mins ...really super team wk mental !!
Ths s Eagle 1st gold medal n his sport life ^o^ although he hd gt other medals ...but ths ws his 1st medal awarded at Greenwood primary school .
He feels delighted & excited after knw tt theirs team hd bn won ...
hwever , the main gleeful matter ws mdm Wong unexpectedly appeared & gv them mental support b4 contest started !!
Hopefully , he w gt more medal n future !!
Great job baby -- u r my proud baby ^o^
em..pretty Birdie nt so lucky ...she fell dwn at school jz nw !!
Nevetheless , she still cheerful of Eagle "success"
she mz b very painful...
bleeding legs...
but happy face ^o^

Busy day again ?
Ya ...bcoz of teacher day ^o^
I thk I should bcome a florist n my future plan !!
Florist seen a worth & earning business oh ...
keke....
My lovely babies Birdie & Eagle r really thoughtful & amiable kids ...they both ve same idea n ths special day -- flowers present !!
Mayb flowers seen more attractive & meaningful ...so , most of students dun waste theirs smart mind to "suffer" during ths holy day !!
Yup ..if I m a teacher , I may also hope could receive a flower n ths meaningful date --teacher day !
when a teacher receives present fm student ...mean tt she /he s a gracious & friendly ppl rite ?
even the present js single blessing words fm children !!
haha...
Birdie only presented her Maths & Science teacher --mdm Koh a special surprise ^o^
She thk tt mdm Koh hd helped & encouraged her n patient teaching !!
Bsides , ths wonderful teacher also help her bravely step n Maths "Challenges" .
Great teacher nt an easy task !!
Except n teaching ...still ve to walk into children "world"
em...world changing liao ...
Nevetheless , baby Eagle bought a stalk of fresh rose to mdm Tan n ths morning ! he told me tt his form teacher likes real flower ...he also made a few pc of cute snow skin moon cake too !
unfortunately , mdm Tan s unable attend class today ...bcoz she ws stomach flu since last night **she wrote e-mail to Eagle & sms to me**
Quite a sombre news 4 baby Eagle ...
Hwever , Eagle still presented his present to general office jz nw ...
Surely baby Eagle wldn't 4gt about friendly mdm Wong (P1 form teacher) & graciously mdm Foo (headmistress) & kindness mr Zhen (P2 mother tongue teacher)...they ve received a special rose yesterday afternoon ! **I ws the pitiful flower sender **
Wednesday & Thursday , Eagle ws nt attended class as he needs rest after two days vomited at school ...
medicine side effect ...quite obvious ...often too .
worrying ..........

Quite a long time not write blog ...
Well...mayb too stressful !!
Finally , exam over liao ^o^
Hopefully , my babies also feel releasable as me .
Prepossessing news --Birdie bn selected by Presbyterian High school & Eagle hd passed dark blue belt (G4) n Taekwondo contest ^o^
Both of them seen delighted about theirs "results" !!

Wah !! National day coming up ^o^
ve 3 days ++ holiday oh...bcoz today all primary school study half day only !! Monday s replacement of the National day which occur on Saturday .
Birdie & Eagle wr dressed n red shirt as celebrating school " National day" nw ...both of them r high spirited woke up early 6:30am !!
my lovely babies w b back at 10am later ^o^
Hope tt they w enjoy theirs wonderful celebration during ths "valuable" holiday !
nx wk , Birdie may nt seen so exhilarate liao ....as PSLE oral w held on 14/8 & 15/8 ...
She still nervous & stressful ...although it ve nt happen !!
Baby Eagle may ve a short rest during Birdie "suffering" time ...junior ve holiday at tt meanwhile !!
Hwever , the CA2 exam also nearby -- 19/8 until 21/8 (junior)
Birdie may nt so lucky ...pre-rim seen more terribly than junior exam !!
Jia U both my lovely babies ^o^

Yesterday morning , Eagle ws having medical treatment at The Child & Allergy clinic (11-11) Mt E hospital ...as his ws allergy of ADHD medicine .
Eagle eyes wr turning yellow w bloodshot & black n fingers nail ...after 2 wks of medication treatment .
Now , his new medicine r 25mg Atomoxetine (bedtime daily) & 10mg Ritaline (3 times daily)
Hopefully , these new medicine wldn't cause any unexpectedly effect or allergy to my poor baby !!
Stand by sedateness ?
Let pitiful baby Eagle suffering ....
Sombre...
What shall I do ?

Insomnia ?
em...I still confusing myself ...bemused ....
Baby Eagle medical treatment ve side effects on his eyes & fingers ...he still losing weight nw ...
Birdie stressful until special illness occurrence ...under medication too ...
Another plaintive happened....my hubby 4th brother n-law caused brain stroke n unexpectedly !
a nice & gracious guy ....a responsible father ...an amiable grandpa...a friendly elder n our family ...
hw could such terribly illness happened on him ?
life s really freakish ...a good man can't ve perfect ending ?
worrying tt our pitiful 4th sister can't stand of ths cruel true ...she still ve pretended strong n front of us ...even we all knw tt she ws teared silently ...
mental & spirit support seen more important n ths crucial state ...
sincerely wish tt they w step out fm theirs "nightmare" soon ...since the fate couldn't b change ...jz try to accept it ...
I still believe tt 4th brother n-law w cure & recovery soon...
everythg w b alrite ...blissful life as previous ^o^

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