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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Poor baby Birdie -- u r my proud girl !

still feel sobbing ...tearing nw ...
Birdie won 2nd *runner up* n Malaysia JB state Taekwondo tournamt yesterday !!
she s really braveness & high spirited ...although she s badly injury nw .
Couldn't stand the painful ...while I saw my baby Birdie ws hit heavily by other contestant ...she ws tearing too at tt meanwhile .
But surprisingly ...she still kp it up until the final contest ...
I could felt hw hardly she ws ...when suffered the terribly beat during contest...mayb those girls felt pain too !
almost 800 contestant joined ths tournament , 400++ s boy & other s girls .
I still unbelievable tt my Birdie gt runner up n ths contest ...as ths ws her 1st experience tk part n tournamt !!
Is ths a dream ?
It 's real ...bcoz Birdie whole body s seriously injury ...back ...elbow ...hand...legs ...all n wounds.
She ws crying while battled ...I almost wanted to stop the contest ...but my honey stopped me .
His reason ws let Birdie made decision ...
let child b mature...b independent ...b confident ...worth ?
eh...I dun knw ...I only knw tt my baby ws gt hurt ...ws tearing ....
she also wanted gv up at the quarter final ...
family mental support mayb useful when a child face helpless ...we kp encouraged "Birdie jia yu , u r the best !!"... "can't gv up easily since u ve stepped so hardly n quarter !!"
Poor baby Birdie really made it , she kp it up until the final ...
she lost to a Korean girl which ve several tournamt experiences ...she burst out out her tear n sudden ...
whether she feels painful of her injury or feels disappointed of her "lost" ...
I ws hardly controlled my sorrowful when saw my baby sobbed & hurt...I tried my best to console her & hugged her tightly n my arm ...
I can't bear to lost my baby ...feel pain of her injury ....can't stand of her tearing ...
blamed myself ...why dun stop her to tk part ths tournamt n early ...even I ve knw tt she w gt hurt ....but no so badly ...
Eagle ws furious ...mayb he feels pitiful of Birdie ...he said tt only he could bully Birdie , other can't !!
He wanted to beat tt Korean girl when he saw Birdie ws tearing n injury ...
lucky tt we stopped him !!
Bsides , Eagle ws scolded & shouted : " what parent u r , urs kid s injury nw ...u still want them to fight !!"
Ya , couldn't deny tt all contestant r injury , nt only my pitiful baby Birdie ...the worst r those n semi-final .
Too cruel...too savage...humanless ...ths ws my true feeling of ths tournamt .
more like a traditional Thailand game --" cock fighting"...many ppl r surrounding ... shouting ...supporting their favourable "Little creature"...humanity ?
hopefully , my kids wldn't tk part n all "fantastic" contest n future ...
heartaches ...hurt ....really can't stand of it when I recall my memory of ...
I ve nightmare last night ...a really horribly ...scary ...
Hwever , I still ve to admit tt Birdie s a great & holy "warrior"...nvr gv up until last !!
She always b my proud baby ...not bcoz of her success ...