
Wednesday, July 2, 2008

limpness
I m nt feeling well since Sunday ...
still nt cure yt...
but better than last few days !
Quite unexpectedly news ! my 3rd auntie ws hospitalised since Monday night ...urgently operation on the nx day afternoon .
Well...hw to describe my feeling ?
nervous & worrying ...ths ws her 2nd time operation n ths yr..within 6mths !!
hopefully , she w recover soon ^o^
On the other hand , my 1st auntie seen sorrowful of her illness ...
I heard that she ws refusing n her cancer treatment ...as she feels painful & lost of confident n medical !!
Except encouraging & console her ...I really hopeless ...
What shall I do ?
Sometimes , I wld ask myself ...whether my concerning way s right ?
bsides , I dare nt to tell her that I also lost of confident as her ...
She lost confident bcoz of illness ...hw about me ?
I lost confident of myself .
feel hurt ...I try my best b a good mother ...why my baby Eagle still thk I m an evil mum ?
limpness...
Ya ...my hubby unkwn my feeling too .

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