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Sunday, July 20, 2008

lost voice...

I m losing my voice since last wk...
can't talk...js could heard...
mayb bemoan too often...until temporary "mum"?
mournfully ....
Ya , seen tt also wldn't affect my usual life...as Eagle needn't any bargain or reward since he tk medical treatment ...
bubbly Eagle gone ...obedient Eagle tk turn nw !!
still ambiguous about our decision ...
cruel or unfair to Eagle ?
beatific for him ?
did Eagle really knw his agreement of these decision ?
or he js impulsive ?...helpless ?
nobody could gv me answer ....
my pitiful baby s suffering of vomit since tk medicine ...but he told me he can tk it ...need nt to worry ...
hw could I ignore his painful rite ?
tearing ...sobbing...
could feel sorrowful of my hubby & Birdie too ...
Really changed ...hw could medicine totally changed mankind demeanour n sudden ?
Stunningly ...amazement !!