I ♥ Yanling

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Nightmare ?

Quite a weirdly events...
On 9/4 around 3am early morning ...my husband woke up n sudden ...he hugged me and repeated : "honey don't trusted what u hd seen , all ws nt true ! urs husband always love u !"...
Why he hs such incredible demeanour ?
Did he betrayed me again ? ...guity ?
Did he hd hidden somethg fm me ?
All my mind r surrounded by wearisome Q ....
Sometimes , I w ask myself whether ours married too vegetate ? ...restful ?
sombrely & confusing r my real emotion nw ...
hope nothg w really happen ...mayb I m too sensitive ...
So , I still brazenly choose "trustfulness".
u may teases me silly & useless...."lied urself"
Well , ve u heard a sentences : "love s blind" ?
Ya ! That s my answer ....
I should admit that I m a stupid & silly woman !
Bsides , I still ve Birdie & Eagle ...