I ♥ Yanling

Sunday, February 3, 2008

feeling....

My feeling bn hurt by my lively Eagle ...as he wrote n his school wksht : " My dad s my dearest , I love him higher than the sky and deeper than the sea !"...
Jealousy....unbalances...unfair !
I hd suffering much than his dad...done so many "embarrassed" & "lost self-respect" thgs 4 him...then ...what I received really unexpectable !!
Hwever , my hubby seen jauntily & satisfy of Eagle "product" ^o^
I viewed out my feeling to Eagle ...he looked guilty & uneasy ...gv me a very "lao ji" ans : "My teacher told us wrote father mah..."...he still added : "ok...I erase the words father to mother lol...s that ok ? "
Aiyo...hw a "thoughtful "son my hubby ve !!
I knw he still love his dad than me...if nt ...he mind wldn't only thk about the words "father"...
On the other hand , I also couldn't blamed Eagle ..... as his dad allows him plays online games...watches DVD & soccers match ...etc.
My hubby quite dotes Birdie & Eagle ...he also never scolds or punishes or scoff them since they born....
Children prefer b freedom ...doted...care....
I admited I w nag & remind n few times when Eagle done somethg unbearable...mayb too corcern & care made him feels uneasy ....unacceptable...unbelievable my love !
Quite upset ~~@
So , ths mean that I should b more meticulous & mettlesome to "win" my baby Eagle "heart" n future !
Oh...w Birdie also like Eagle ?
My god ....
Cann't imagine nw ...
My hubby ve golf games on New Yr Eve morning (9 holes)...Birdie & Eagle also ve class on morning too ...
Well...my lunar new yr looks more lonely...

Oh.....Lunar New yr dinner !
Could said it s a suffering dinner 4 me too...as I ve to attend 2 dinner at same day !
Normally , I w attend my parent lunar dinner at around 5pm...after that , join my father n-law lunar dinner at 7:30pm....
Eagle & Birdie may nt join my father n-law lunar dinner ths yr ...bcoz they ve Teakwondo lesson at 8pm...they w join n "fire cracker" time after theirs lesson 9:30pm at my father n-law place !