
Wednesday, January 23, 2008

illness ...
My 3rd auntie just done a major operation she s resting at hospital nw ...ths operation hd tkn almost 5hrs ....great as knwing that she s out of risk nw ^o^convalescent !
As my understanding , my auntie husband & children really worry & nervous while operation ws running ...that's what my autie should feels touches & consolation !
Couldn't denied ...I also felt uneasy & stressful n yesterday ...hope that all my family members....relatives...frds wldn't leave me n sudden way ...I really afraid to face --lost !
Learn about treasure & value who r still b ourside ...Don't let deplorable...dereliction....happen again & again !
Bsides , my "princess" niece also hospitalised on Monday too...she ws vomited & lost appetite ...quite same as my dad illness (but my dad seen more serious , he almost fainted...he suffered about 1wk time...only under chong yi treatment )...but her life seen more valueble than an old man ! she ws sent treatment in hurrily & concerned ..."stayed" VIP {1st class} during her hopitalised treatment ....incredible funny event : she ws discharged on the nx day within 24 hrs ( she admitted at 4:30pm ---discharged at 10:30am)...
Hw diff of "benefit" btw an adult & a 1yr ++ baby !
Frustrated ...unfair...cruel...ths what I thought at that moment !
Did I too emotional ?
Mayb...I consoled myself as mayb my dad refused to accept the true of his illness --stoke alarm ! Or...he thought hospitalised mean bad luck ...Or...worry about my bro finacial ?...Or he really thought he could trusted chong yi than accuracy machine ?...Or...
w my children treat me as "them" ...when I m old n illness ?
Cann't imagine...God pls blessing my Birdie & Eagle wldn't treat me n that "kindness" way !

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