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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I hate myself ....

I really hate myself ....hw to say ?
Well ...could figurative n embarrass...fidgety....
Since Eagle started stepped n school....cheekily already bcame my current demeanour....
I begged & wished teacher don't gv up my lovely hyperactivity boy ---Eagle !!
Eagle s P2 nw...changed new teacher --Mdm Tan , a demurely & serious lady ^o^ quite diff w P1 --Mdm Wong , a bubbly & energetic lady ^o^...
Mayb Eagle w tk more endeavour to accept his new teachers ...started fm 2/1 new school time ...Eagle hd bn scolded & complained by his new form teachers ...mother tongue teachers...H.E teachers...art teacher...S.S teacher...music teacher...etc.
They all concluded Eagle n "alien" range ~~@
Hyper kid not easy accpeted by other ...theirs ex-normal behaviour...talkative...non-stop acting...really extremely "fabulous" !!
hahaha...
Congraturation to Mdn Wong -- Eagle P1 form teacher : " u hd successful extrication fm HELL"...
Then good luck to Mdm Tan nw ...
Did I really evil ? ...
I knw my exuberance baby very well...he w creates troublesome to new comers...ths his usual way !!
However , Eagle still an extrovert boy ...except hyperactivity !!
Eagle hd said few times that he loathes his new teachers ..."new teacher cruel + fience !!"... hopes Mdm Wong could b his teacher again ^o^
He told me a touches sercet : " when he saw Mdm Wong at school , he felt upset & sombrely ..."he repeated : " why Mdm Wong left him out ? "
My poor little honey ...s time 4 u to grow up nw ....learn & try to accept new ppls ...new knwledges...new experinces...
I knw u can do it ^o^
Besides ...I hd met w Mdm Tan on last Friday 4/1 ...discussed about Eagle condition ...hw to cooperate w teachers --- let Eagle could accepts new "movement" !!
She also gv me her e-mail address ...more convinent & fast to knw Eagle better ^o^
Eagle also started wrote e-mail to Mdm Tan since yesterday ...ths mayb a good idea 4 him to release his emotions & feels...wish that Eagle w ve a nice relationship w his new teachers n future !!
Althought ths w b a very frustration task ...good try s more better than do nothing right ?
Couldn't denied that Eagle hd tried his best n emotional controlled...he wsn't fulminated when teachers scolded him during lessons...as he knw he done wrong -- talkative + walked around !!
Ths a wonderful improvement ..eventhought it's tiny !!
God blessing us ^o^
On the other hand , Birdie s P6 nw !!...she needs more encourages & attaction too ...
She s "solicitously" n online games -- habbo nw....
Worry that "habbo" may affect her study ...but I m confusing whether should advice her n affably or firmly way ?
Quite a headaches ...
I m not trying to interfere her lifestyle ....teenages may ve theirs own mind too...she may to stress n her studies...another fuction to releases her grouch!!
Just let her made decision 4 her own future ^o^
She s mature enough --12yrs old!!
Treat as frd better than mum with daughter ~~!
Best wishes to Birdie -- PSLE exam n Oct '08 !
I blame myself ...why I couldn't help my kids ?
Sometimes...hatred myself too...
B mum not an easy task....quite a grimly job which I m experincing nw !!
Are u already a "super" mum ?
Kindly share urs valuable experinces w me ok !!

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