
Thursday, January 31, 2008

Flowers ...

The beatiful flowers at Perth garden (Aus) ....I miss ths place !
Hope w visit again !
Watch ths scenery ...w release ours stressful pressure ^o^
It good to ours eye sight too !

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12:24 AM]


Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Daily ...
I m lonely nw !
bcoz my 2 lovely babies still at school nw ....Eagle s afternoon shift ! But Birdie stays back at school until 5:30pm ...
Hv a wonderful time with Eagle ths morning !
We went to Orchid country club ve golf pratices together ...Eagle played quite well ^o^
I bought him KFC as reward of his Chinese spelling 9/10 !
Oh...ya !
Eagle w ve another Chinese spelling ths afternoon ...hope he w gt better marks n ths time !
But ...mayb hopeless !
He seen don't ve much confident n ths spelling ...as too difficult than last time !
Eagle also ve English spelling on tomorrow ...aiyo ! Good luck my baby ^o^
Chess king -- Eagle Liau !
He really improved n Western chess ...won me twice !
We play chess every morning ....ths s 1 of patient training !
Could feel that Eagle also "wk hard" as me oh !
Birdie seen happy everyday !
But ...I still could feel her worry & confusing fm her face ...PSLE exam !
Then ...she plays "Habbo" during her free time ...
B a mum...still wldn't really agree n using "games" to release pressure ...
What to do ?
Reasonable & open minded mum nt a "simple" task oh !
Birdie ...try urs best n exam ! u r the best ^o^
New yr coming soon ...why I couldn't feel it ?
Where s my impressively New yr ?
Mayb my New yr memory still stay at my childhood ...fire crackle ...family gathering....home make new yr cookies....
Modernity vs traditional !!
Hope my lovely children wldn't sent me to "old folk house" when I m old !

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10:04 PM]


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Eagle sad...
Eagle form teacher --Mdm Tan wrote a note n Eagle organizer book...regarding Eagle don't brought story to school !..quite upset & curiously ...eagle really bn brought his favour story book "Winnie The Pooh" nside school bag but it ws lost n last wk !
Eagle also surprised & upset as it ws lost at school ...
He ws worrying whether his another favourable story book w lost again ?...so....he decided don't bring any story books to school again ...
Hwever , he told me about what mdm Tan suggestion : " bring mdm Tan animal story also can !"...then , he said w bring it on the nx day.
But ...he still ve a bit worry ...if teacher book lost ? ...
what to do ?I consoled him as " if really happen , I w pay 4 it lol !"he just satisfy & happy !
He also reported what he did at school yesterday ---talkative & punishmt {stood}
Well...it s great news as he realised his mistk !
His emotional control seen improvemt nw !
Althought ...Eagle still not a perfect student ...but he really changed a lot & improved n emoitonal control .
His exam result may not so well...but I still feel touch & satisfy his demeanour improvemt !
Eagle hd bn tried hard n his study & homewk since he joined Mdm Tan 2M class.
Finally , he knw the meaning of study !
He enjoys read science book , especially n animal & unique thgs !
Hope Eagle w not b a troublesome at school now....
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Well...about the Eagle homewk --journal "my best frd" ....eh , hw to say ?
I ws accompanied Eagle when he do his journal "my best frd"...he wrote Ann s his best frd n class !
then ...I really curiousy & asked him : " Urs best frd s Ann ? "...he gv me a fast & funny reply : " Ann more easy to write mah ...I only knw hw to write Ann lol !"
hahaha...what a cute answer I never heard b4 !
After that , I asked him again : " Eagle , did u really ve a best frd ? "
Eagle ws stopped his writting n sudden ...he huged me & told me : "I only ve 2 best frds , 1 s my lovely sister & the other 1 s my wonderful mummy ! "
I felt touched at that moment ...but a bit depressed too ....
I told him : "mum w always b urs best frd ...4ever !...but u still must ve other frds ...except mummy & Birdie oh !"
Really surprised he reply me n unhappy & confused smile : " I wldn't ve best frd lah ! bcoz I m hyperkids mah...teachers thk I m alien ! I m talkative & couldn't control n movemt want walk around to disturb other classmates only! I m hurt n feeling ...hate school too ....my classmates only ...aiyo ...not frd lah !...my classmates r normal mah ...I m hyper mah ...diff lah !they wldn't knw me 4ever ever lah !"
He continous said : " if u r not my mum ...u w also like other ppl ...wldn't accpet me right ? ...same as Birdie lol !...don't worry mum , I w try b good boy ok ! I knw u worry about me ...I knw everythg u done ...I knw hw suffering u r ...I w prove to other ppl that I m the best !"
Birdie & I were upset & worried about Eagle "negative" feeling nw ....
Besides, Eagle asked an innocent Q : " Did Dr Sheron bn a hyperkid b4 ? ...why she seen more understood my feeling ...my emotional ?...Mayb Dr Sheron a lier too " When he told me Dr Sheron s lier !
I really stocked ..."why , Eagle ?"...he reply n clamed : " Dr Sheron & Mdm Tan all r liers ...they told me if I wldn't speak loudy to ppl ...they wldn't do so ...but Mdm Tan scolded me loudly when I m n mistk ...but I m not shouted back or speak loudly to them ! Dr Sheron s lier ! ...I w tell her n nx treatmt ! "
I told him that "mayb urs class n container nw ...the echo more loud ...not mdm Tan scolded loudy to u ...Dr Sheron not a lier too ...but u still could view out urs feeling to Dr Sheron on ths Friday morning !"
Eagle grown up ....mayb his mind more mature than same ages children ...bcoz his hyper illness ...he hd to force himself face more "terrible & strange" reaction from other ppl...since he still a young boy it s a hard task to him too !
B hyperkid mum ...really a hard job.....but I wldn't gv up !
I knw b Eagle teacher also a suffering task !
I ve a nice chatted with Eagle last night ...he promised w b more tolerance & patient during lesson ...ths mayb the best way 4 teacher & Eagle .
Eagle may ve some unexpectable reaction like mumbling ...sudden talk to himself n strange words loudly..etc when doing hmwk ....
I ve talked to Eagle & discussed with his Dr about ths incident ...ths mayb other way released hyperkids emotion as they face troubles n writing or too stressful ...normal reaction !
Ths may caused some disturbing n class too ...hope Eagle w control himself well n class...
Did Eagle w still causes any troubles n class ?
Wish Eagle w enjoy his school life !
Another minor wish : Mdm Tan also feels happy b Eagle teacher & my frd too !
frdship 4ever !

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11:38 PM]


Sunday, January 27, 2008

My dad ve a holiday at my place !
Ths a great news : "my dad spent holiday at my place " !
Instead it ws 1 day tour ...but I still felt grateful ^o^
Firstly , we were visited my 5th auntie curry puff stalls which stated at old airport rd ....after that we spent almost half day at China town & Isetan !
At the evening , we ve a pleasant dinner at Jack place ^o^
Eagle & Birdie were more delighted as theirs graciousness grandfather played games with them at Timezone after dinner !
Really pityful as the time pasted too fast ...we still missed out many places !
Hopefully , my dad w visit & stays with us more longer & closer & offen ...
Sweet time always b short ...
My dad back on Sunday morning....
Quite unbearable ...upset too !
Did my dad enjoyed his trip ?
I sincerely hope that he w !
Althought Eagle s playful ...but he also respect & fond his gracious grandfather who hd bn tk care him almost 4yrs since Eagle ws born !..
Gleeful ...
Wishes my dad could b healthy & strong 4ever ^o^

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9:44 PM]


Thursday, January 24, 2008

Macau trip last yr 2007

Macau really cold at winter !! I almost flu at that trip ....but quite a nice journey ^o^

My hubby at Venestian hotel Macau -- a very luxury hotel

I & my hubby tk photo at Macau history place! but not so clear ...

Ma ju -- Macau special God !

Temple --- Macau !
Ths my last yr 2007 golf trip at Macau memory ^o^

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6:49 PM]

photo sharing !

Birdie gt her Teakwondo Black belt contest form last yr 2007 ....she s black belt senior nw !!
Beware of her "Kong fu " !

Eagle lays on sofa ! enjoys his favour cartoon shw at ours JB home !
My hubby looks "terrible" oh !! bcoz he ws busy played "hell gate" lah !!
the above r my family members ...where m I ? ....LOST .....LOST ....

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6:19 PM]


Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Daily ...
Swan with Eagle Monday morning ...after he finished his daily e-mail !
Accompanied Eagle played scooter at ours condo play ground Tuesday morning after we played chess !
Wednesday ...he woke up too "early" 10:30am...then nt time lol !
Eagle ve golf praticed n ths morning ...after he hurrily finished his chiense spelling revision !
He seen more familiar & understanding his teachers behaviour nw ....after 3wks P2 "new" school life !
Althougth he still misses of his P1 form teacher -- Mdm Wong ....but he knw that "fact" couldn't b change { Mdm Wong wldn't b back again ...unless he gt best result or wait until P4 } !
He told me he met with Mdm Wong on Tuesday during recess ... ! he also felt happy & wanted cried as could talked with his favour teacher too ^o^
Children r innocent & pure....they wldn't thk more complicated way --only expressed theirs true feeling directly !
Well...I quite worry about Eagle !
God blessing him ^o^
Every Thursday & Friday ...Eagle gt spelling !
Ths what he really hatred & dislike !
Even Eagle still nt accepted of his new form teacher - Mdm Tan ...but he still requested bought "special" new yr cookies 4 her ...as he knw that Mdm Tan s a vegeterian ! my thoughtful Eagle carefully searched & enquiried the cookies promotor whether the cookies s suitable 4 vegeterian ?...he told me his teacher also allergy n choclate too !
I don't thk Eagle really nt fond of Mdm Tan ...mayb few mths later ...he w tell me the other great news ^o^
However , he also reminded me don't 4gt his favour teacher - Mdm Wong !
Eventually, I bought extra few boxes of cookies 4 Birdie teachers & school admin departmt ...fairly ^o^
**Eagle & Birdie w pay back to me ...bcoz ths ws theirs teachers mah !-- ours home rules **
The fact s very fagged but enjoyed shopped w Birdie & Eagle ....theirs delighted ws shw on face^o^
Wishes Birdie & Eagle teachers w b overjoy as receiving ths delicious new yr cookies !

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10:33 PM]

Poor Birdie
Birdie s busy nw ...she stay at school since Monday ....morning until 3:30pm !
She may feels exhaustes ...sleepy nw !
PSLE exam really a hard task 4 all P6 students ...nervous + worries + tired r theirs common emotion !
Poor children ...except school compulsory tuition ...still ve private tuition !
Good luck to Birdie ^o^
Hwever , we wldn't gv Birdie pressure & wishes ! she s the 1 who s under stressful nw ...whether she gt brightness or terrible result ...we wldn't b huffy or too joyous !
As she hs tried her best s enough !...she wldn't feel regret ...learnt more knwledges s useful 4 her future ...but nt 4 other !
Exam s the fastest way to knw hw efficient & understanding of the children ...ths s what ours education eviroment needed !
Since we r survival n ths area ...then should adjusted & forced ourself to "use to it" !
Every kids r same ...could anyone dare to change ths "system" ?
hahaha...
Ths s life !
Ths s fate !
Birdie ...u r the best ^o^
Trust urself ! Confident !
Best wishes to my lovely Birdie ^o^

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10:04 PM]

illness ...
My 3rd auntie just done a major operation she s resting at hospital nw ...ths operation hd tkn almost 5hrs ....great as knwing that she s out of risk nw ^o^convalescent !
As my understanding , my auntie husband & children really worry & nervous while operation ws running ...that's what my autie should feels touches & consolation !
Couldn't denied ...I also felt uneasy & stressful n yesterday ...hope that all my family members....relatives...frds wldn't leave me n sudden way ...I really afraid to face --lost !
Learn about treasure & value who r still b ourside ...Don't let deplorable...dereliction....happen again & again !
Bsides , my "princess" niece also hospitalised on Monday too...she ws vomited & lost appetite ...quite same as my dad illness (but my dad seen more serious , he almost fainted...he suffered about 1wk time...only under chong yi treatment )...but her life seen more valueble than an old man ! she ws sent treatment in hurrily & concerned ..."stayed" VIP {1st class} during her hopitalised treatment ....incredible funny event : she ws discharged on the nx day within 24 hrs ( she admitted at 4:30pm ---discharged at 10:30am)...
Hw diff of "benefit" btw an adult & a 1yr ++ baby !
Frustrated ...unfair...cruel...ths what I thought at that moment !
Did I too emotional ?
Mayb...I consoled myself as mayb my dad refused to accept the true of his illness --stoke alarm ! Or...he thought hospitalised mean bad luck ...Or...worry about my bro finacial ?...Or he really thought he could trusted chong yi than accuracy machine ?...Or...
w my children treat me as "them" ...when I m old n illness ?
Cann't imagine...God pls blessing my Birdie & Eagle wldn't treat me n that "kindness" way !

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10:00 PM]


Sunday, January 20, 2008

Birdie foot hurt !
Birdie really bad luck ....ths few days !
She hurt her foot & feel dwn on last Friday ...her teacher called me n hurrily !!
At the meantime , Eagle nose bleeding ...called off Eagle Friday golf pratice too ...
When she closed the washroon ...also accidentally hurt her finger !!
Her tooth also seen "dropped" ths morning ~!
Hope she w b alright ...god w blessing her ^o^
Except "crazy" n habbo...Birdie really a thoughtful & kind-hearted girl !
She w sit on PSLE exam ths yr end ...
Parent pressure ...children also stressful ...

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10:13 PM]

Married Anniversary !
20/1 ws my 13th yrs married anniversary ^o^
Quite shy oh...
I prepared a packages of Hush Puppies panties 4 my sweetheart -- Liau Kim Hwa !
Hope I could always b his closer partner 4ver ~!
Even he like it or ...? But no choice lol...must accept my "graciousness" oh !!
What "surprised" did my hubby gv ?
He thoughtfully brought me to Thai massage at anniversary eve ...as we ve a "marvellous" cleaned ours home on that morning !
We went to "China Town" n the afternoon...strolled & bought snacks !
He never bought any special gift to me ...but he treated me & ours lovely children ve a peaceful dinner at an unexpectable place--Bottle Tree Restaurant at Yishun !!
Bottle Tree Restaurant s a chinese restaurant which s surrounded by bottle tree (a plant which really looks like bottle) ...a red wine shop ...prawn & fishing pond ...duck ride & children play ground !
The enviroment s quiet & especial ...could descrided as relaxable & delicated...the dishes also delicious too ^o^ *idyllically place*
Couldn't imagine ..at S'pore -- a modernization city still ve such idyllic place hidden at Yishun !
We spent almost 1hr ++ over ths place ...Eagle & Birdie seen delighted !
They requested ve dinner at ths place again ...bcoz they ve new frds ^o^
Feel a bit disappointed ...where s flowers ?
too greedy ?...demanding ?
A pleasant dinner ...wonderful family gathering !!

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9:20 PM]


Thursday, January 17, 2008

incident ...
My hubby plays golf at Raguna today ...but he still ve breakfast w me & Birdie just nw ...
He looks delighted ths morning...gv Birdie extra pocket money ^o^
Well...
Eagle neck ws hit by his Teakwondo junior who s a sec 2 (14yrs old) boy...ths happened on last night during his Teakwondo class ...
Accidentally ...? Purposely ...? Revenge...?
Eagle gv ths boy a name "hedgehog" since ths boy joined theirs team last yr...Eagle s blue belt {senoir} & "hedgehog" s yellow belt {junior}....n Teakwondo , junior must respects theirs senior !
But ths boy ws unsatisfy that Eagle b his senior as Eagle only 8yrs old ! ...on the other hand , Eagle also quite playful ...he always thk uses "flight" factor could made frd w elder {just like his last yr behaviour}...
Normally , theirs master w "side" Eagle ...as he s the youngest kid...so ths "hedgehog" always gt scolded when they started "war"!
So...all of ths heedless events ...made "hedgehog" more hatred Eagle ~!
When Eagle tried to made "funny thgs"...annoyed "hedgehog" !!...he hit Eagle n unexpectable ...Eagle cried at that moment as he felt painful !
Poor baby Eagle ...
Impulsive ...heartached...as I realised my bubbly Eagle ws hurt ...really shameful that I rushed & asked ths rude teenager :"what hd happened just nw ? and why he hit Eagle neck n such heavy strenght ? The reason of described ths teenager very rude ...as he shouted & impolited to me when I stood n fornt of him {b4 I asked} !!...ths made me fustruted & impatiently ....so , I directly gv him a clear warning : " u r sec 2 & 14yrs++ nw ...no-matter what happened u also couldn't hit a young boy who s only 7yrs++! If anythg happend on my Eagle , I w reported to urs parent & police !..u better blessing Eagle wldn't gt any tragedy incident n ths few days !...However , if Eagle "disturbing" u n nx time , pls inform urs master or Birdie (Eagle sister who s theirs assitance master) ...don't uses urs own "way" to settle it ok ? "...
Did ths boy w feel scruple ... regret ?
But ...I really worry about my baby Eagle ...he looks tired & unwell last night ...
God w blessing him ^o^
I w bring Eagle to Orchid country club later ...as he ve golf training at 10am ! *if he feels better*
He played quite well & improved a lot of his golf skill ^o^
Birdie also played well too ...she s the prettiest kid golfer at golf course !!
I w swim w Birdie n ths afternoon ..after she back fm school later ^o^
My busy lifestyle ~~!

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4:48 PM]


Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Lunar New Yr Feel....
New yr coming soon...2 wks ++ !...
Busy time 4 buying New yr thgs ...angpow "preparation time" too ^o^
Well...I enjoy celebrate New yr ...althought it s really tired & troublesome !!...But the relationship btw relatives w bcome more closely & nicely during ths special occassion ^o^
My lovely Eagle told me that he hopes the Lunar New Yr come early as he enjoyed & missed the delicious tradtional Chinese dishes which could only cook at the Lunar Nw yr ...bcoz that s my mum "special weapon" ...Shameful as I ve nt learnt hw to cook it ~!
hahaha....
Besides of the yammy dishes ...Eagle also mentioned the main reason : " I like many ppl sit together ...talks & eats together...I like the feeling !!"...
Ths made me touch & joyous ....Eagle really b mature !!
Eagle ve nt joined Lunar Nw yr dinner w his grandpa (my husband dad) almost 3yrs {he only attended my parent Lunar Nw yr dinner}...since his uncles teased & humiliated him as naughty boy n front of other relatives during the dinner ... ths really made me felt despressed ! Poor Birdie willing accompaied his liven brother at home ...more unfair to Birdie --ths my true feel ^o^...Lucky that Birdie s an understanding & gracious kid !!
Couldn't denied that Eagle really naughty & hyperactivity at that time....
Mayb Eagle grown up ...his emotional could under control ...
After discussed w my hubby & Birdie ...we w bring Eagle attend his grandpa place "Lunar Nw yr dinner" n ths yr ^o^...no-matter what w happend ...we w b Eagle side ...gv him warm support !!

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5:07 PM]


Monday, January 14, 2008

New " News" ...
Wah...Birdie b selected as monitor n class oh....
She too excited ...then repeated n few times...aiyo ...when she b stop ?
hahaha...
She may too delighted ...exaggerated...
But still wishes she could b a good & responsible monitor n class !
Congraturation Birdie ^o^
However , Eagle received a present {soft toy} fm his form teacher -- mdm Tan yesterday afternoon !
As Mdm Tan hd kp Eagle "sticky toy" during lesson...bcoz she thought Eagle played it n class...but the actual meaning of Eagle "sticky toy" s let Eagle releases his pressure & emotion during lessons ! She misunderstd Eagle ...then replaced him a new "soft bulb" lol...
But Eagle seen quite joyous of his new "toy" oh...

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11:22 PM]

A call....
I called my parent yesterday morning....my mum told me that she brought my dad gt treatment at a nearby "chong yi" clinic....
Really disconsolate ...why don't back to hospital at the nx day ?..."chong yi" could help ?...mayb ..hw ...?
Sometimes , I m nt confidence n "chong yi"...as it couldn't state or examina clearly & exactly ...also need x-ray or other more accuracy equipmt as determination !!
If my dad more willing or trusted n "chong yi"...I also couldn't gt any commend lol...
God w blessing my dad right ?
But I still persuaded him go to hospital do an accuracy check-up ....it w more acceptable ^o^...I may "attacked by chong yi supporter" !! But that only my personal opinion ok ~!
My dad told me he feels better nw ...need nt to worry or rushes back ...he also mentioned his deeply... sombrely feeling b4 he hung up phone : "
ppl could b old ...could b dead...but couldn't b sick !"Why he ve such depressed feeling ...? did he hd experinced it ...? Or his children done any terrible thgs made him ve such wrongly feels ...?
Sincerely wish that my dad w b my side as long as he could. ^o^

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10:42 PM]


Sunday, January 13, 2008

My dad sick ...
I called my mum yesterday evening ...as my parent were joined a holy Malacca church trip yesterday morning...
Worried & concerned about theirs safety ...bcoz of ths long journey trip ...even some of my relatives were joined too !
Surprised received a news that my dad ws nt joined them ...as he ws giddy & vomited at 5am yesterday morning ...
At first , I told myself b clamed dwn...then called my bro asked about dad illness ~!
After 30mins later ...I received an urgent called regarding my dad ws sent to hospital ...hw dramatic of it ...
I m worrying my dad...he just celebrated his 61yrs old birthday on 5/1 !
God w blessing him ^o^
Around 11pm ...my sis called me ...she told me a shocked news : " Hospital ws fully occupied !!...then dad back home nw !...my bro ws nt sent dad to the other nearest hospital ....."
What really happened ? Why ? ...
Could hospital fully occupied ?...just 2km distance ..very far ?...finacial trouble ?...my dad decision ?...
I blamed myself ...filial "failed" ...

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9:41 PM]

Violin ~!
I ve learnt violin amost 2yrs ++....G2 nw !
After 2yrs "trained" ...I ambitiously requested my violin teacher -- Ms Tan who s my junior wife taught me pop violin ^o^
She s talentant n plays pop & classical violin !
During ours lesson...we r more like frd than student & teacher ....we chatted about kids ...family..concert....etc .
We started ours "new" violin lesson since last Saturday !
The 1st song I learnt -- " Sarang Heyo Zi Yao Dui Ni Shou" & 2nd song -- "Zain Li Zi Wai"
I couldn't played well at the begining...after few times practiced ....just could passable n melody ...
Tks of Ms Tan tolerance ...if nt I may gv up violin easily...
Ms Tan really praiseworthy !! She s great ...if I m a guy ...I thk I mayb attracted by her oh...
Sincerely wish that I could play as well as my violin teacher n future ^o^

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9:11 PM]

Eagle new school life ....
After few days of "new school life" -- P2 ...Eagle really changed a lot n his demeanour ^o^...he hd tried his best n emotional control...except talkative + walked around ...he wldn't shouted ..screamed...flight w his new teachers & classmates even he ws really frustrated !!
Ths s the great new 4 me too ^o^
Eagle kp it up ok !! u always b my sweetheart ...althought u r hyperactivity kid !! we wldn't gv up ....let us dauntless together ok ~!
Eagle told me that he feels uneasy & panicky n his "new study enviroment --P2" as his form taecher Mdm Tan ws shouted to him when he ws made tiny mistk during lessons...he could accepted punishment -- stood at {black place or own seat...even bside dusbin}...but nt shouted like a roared lion !!
I really surprised & huffily as I heard Eagle "complaining" ...but still doubful whether it ws real bn happened ?...Could said it ws a "fate"-- Timberty mum [Eagle classmate] came to my house complained & discussed about his son who ws also bn shouted by form teacher during lessons...she couldn't believe that his obedient kid ws scolded by teacher n such terrible way -- {Timberty erase dropped accidentally during lessons...opened his mouth n usual way...etc}...
Ths made me hd to trust my liven Eagle .... but I couldn't humiliated teacher moral spirit n front of Eagle ....I could only persuaded my poor Eagle tried his best cooperate w teachers n future ^o^...console him if he gt well results or well behaviors n class ...his teachers wldn't shouted to him again!!
Besides , Eagle also forward a "surprised" mgs to me , which ws sent by his kindness form teacher Mdm Tan last wk ...as follow : "
I'll be like a mirror. If u speaks softly to me, I'll speak softly to u. If u yells, I'll be louder than u too." ...Wah !! ...ws it a threaten ? Or due ...? Or persuasion...?W ths kind of moral education b help ? ....but I could told that Eagle ws under scary & controlled ....since received ths mgs...Eventually ...I realised that why Eagle always mention about his favourable teacher--Mdm Wong {P1 form teacher}...wishes Mdm Wong w teach him again ...
Poor baby Eagle ...good luck to u lol ...ths urs fortune ok ^o^

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5:06 PM]


Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I hate myself ....
I really hate myself ....hw to say ?
Well ...could figurative n embarrass...fidgety....
Since Eagle started stepped n school....cheekily already bcame my current demeanour....
I begged & wished teacher don't gv up my lovely hyperactivity boy ---Eagle !!
Eagle s P2 nw...changed new teacher --Mdm Tan , a demurely & serious lady ^o^ quite diff w P1 --Mdm Wong , a bubbly & energetic lady ^o^...
Mayb Eagle w tk more endeavour to accept his new teachers ...started fm 2/1 new school time ...Eagle hd bn scolded & complained by his new form teachers ...mother tongue teachers...H.E teachers...art teacher...S.S teacher...music teacher...etc.
They all concluded Eagle n "
alien" range ~~@
Hyper kid not easy accpeted by other ...theirs ex-normal behaviour...talkative...non-stop acting...really extremely "fabulous" !!
hahaha...
Congraturation to Mdn Wong -- Eagle P1 form teacher : " u hd successful extrication fm
HELL"...
Then good luck to Mdm Tan nw ...
Did I really evil ? ...
I knw my exuberance baby very well...he w creates troublesome to new comers...ths his usual way !!
However , Eagle still an extrovert boy ...except hyperactivity !!
Eagle hd said few times that he loathes his new teachers ..."new teacher cruel + fience !!"... hopes Mdm Wong could b his teacher again ^o^
He told me a touches sercet : " when he saw Mdm Wong at school , he felt upset & sombrely ..."he repeated : " why Mdm Wong left him out ? "
My poor little honey ...s time 4 u to grow up nw ....learn & try to accept new ppls ...new knwledges...new experinces...
I knw u can do it ^o^
Besides ...I hd met w Mdm Tan on last Friday 4/1 ...discussed about Eagle condition ...hw to cooperate w teachers --- let Eagle could accepts new "movement" !!
She also gv me her e-mail address ...more convinent & fast to knw Eagle better ^o^
Eagle also started wrote e-mail to Mdm Tan since yesterday ...ths mayb a good idea 4 him to release his emotions & feels...wish that Eagle w ve a nice relationship w his new teachers n future !!
Althought ths w b a very frustration task ...good try s more better than do nothing right ?
Couldn't denied that Eagle hd tried his best n emotional controlled...he wsn't fulminated when teachers scolded him during lessons...as he knw he done wrong -- talkative + walked around !!
Ths a wonderful improvement ..eventhought it's tiny !!
God blessing us ^o^
On the other hand , Birdie s P6 nw !!...she needs more encourages & attaction too ...
She s "solicitously" n online games -- habbo nw....
Worry that "habbo" may affect her study ...but I m confusing whether should advice her n affably or firmly way ?
Quite a headaches ...
I m not trying to interfere her lifestyle ....teenages may ve theirs own mind too...she may to stress n her studies...another fuction to releases her grouch!!
Just let her made decision 4 her own future ^o^
She s mature enough --12yrs old!!
Treat as frd better than mum with daughter ~~!
Best wishes to Birdie -- PSLE exam n Oct '08 !
I blame myself ...why I couldn't help my kids ?
Sometimes...hatred myself too...
B mum not an easy task....quite a grimly job which I m experincing nw !!
Are u already a "super" mum ?
Kindly share urs valuable experinces w me ok !!
Labels: New school life ...

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7:09 AM]


Tuesday, January 1, 2008

1st day of Jan 2008 ^o^
We went to East Coast on ths gleeful day ^o^
Birdie & Eagle played roller skate ....I & my hubby strolled around ...also ve a nicely high tea at there...
My hubby tried his best to cheer me up ...I could felt his candour...garrulously explaination ...

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10:20 PM]

New Year 2008 !!
Quite a chirpyly yr !
New Yr Eve ...I ve experinced depression & cheeriness n ths special day ....hw to say ?
1st a while , my blove trifled & broke promissory....2nd I couldn't spent ths wonderful holiday eve w my dearest parents....3rd I felt lonely & cheerless #
Eventually....disconsolate turned euphoria !!...as my "remorseless" hubby sent apology msg & called contionuosly & sincerely ....otherwise , I don't thk my anger w evanesce ^o^
Besides , my briskly Eagle & Birdie also courted & "pay lip service" ....made me distracted ....then accepted my hubby "distinctiveness" apology lol...
Faint hearted & fatuousness r my weak demeanour...mayb to dump ~!
After all "drama" over ....we went to Raffles place & Bugis Juction ...ve dinner at a Japaness restaurant ...
festal ?
Well...my kids more enjoyable ...they were really wished our family relationship wldn't destroy !!
I slept lately on New Yr Eve ....around 2am night ....Birdie & Eagle accompanied -- count dwn !!
We watched brightness & beautiful firework appeared n sky ....
Whether ths coming New yr s fortune or unfortunate ?
Best wishes to me & who I m care & love !!

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9:24 PM]
