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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Suicide ?

Well...that's 2 shocked news occuranced n ths few days ...."suicide" !!!
Why they choice to commit suicide n facile ?
Pressure ? solitary ? murdered ?....
1 of the victim ws my neighbour who stayed at Blk 5 ....a 54yrs old lady ....the other ws my relative...really a "storm"....why all happened n sudden ?
Ths 2 events were happened n diff mth....especially my relative who hd passed away amost 2 mths ago.... but I just heard fm my eldest cousin yesterday afternoon....
Felt increadible...unbelievable...un4gvable....
My pity cousin bcame widow n sudden ....her husband hung himself at theirs bedroom....left my poor cousin & theirs lovely kid without any words....
B a wife n a mum....I could understand her feeling nw...she lost the mental support....lost her blove....lost confident n sudden ...ths really cruel....irresponsibility...
A poor kid...who just 2 yrs old ....saw her dad suicide n front of her .....unquestionable ths tragedy may cause grievous memory 4 a kid...
Why I didn't knw ths happened ? Did my parent 4got to nform me ? Or they also nt received any news fm my elder auntie ? Or....
My god !!
Whether willy-nilly ....all hd happened ....irretrievable tragedy...ever console also couldn't brought back my cousin husband .....
Wishes my cousin w feel my best blessing to her ....hope she could wk out fm ths tragedy ....
I m sure that God w blessing my dear cousin !
I really thk about suicide b4....Eagle-my hyperbaby n my marriage!!
Eagle really made me hatred ...looked dw...blamed by relatives...frds....other strangers...
Marriage also a knwledge btw couples....trusty ? betray ? 4gvtable ?
Why I gv up ths mind ? reason as who w tk care my lovely kids ?....if I left them...especially Eagle -- hyperactivity boy!!....therefore , I must use my whole life to protect n tk care about them....my children need my support ....need my tolerance....need my love !!
Marriage ....I m not an expert...still n learning ....building...treasuring...
Althought ths a terrifically n tearfully task....but I tell myself must kp it up !!
I really love my family ^o^
So...I always write blog to release my stress....b a super "Ah Q" !!