Well ...too lazy to write anythg ...
Also don't knw hw to start it ?
bcoz too many events bn happended during ths few days ....really ve occured too many thgs ....
When to start ?
ok ...let start fm last wk !
I ws travelled Macau n China last Thursday ...
During ths trip ...I found out that my blove ws betraied me ...he lied ...
why man could changed n sudden ? ...Why they likes to pedant theirs knwledge n front of lady ? .... "man peculiarity" ?
Quite peeved as I knw that what hd happened when I ws not around ...
All my mind ws pell-mell...preevishness....pejorative ...
Althought my blove hd shw penitence n remorseful...."reason" explaination {socially commucation}...but my heart ws "hurt"...."betraied"...
Tks of the "thoughtful" n "kindness" lady tourguide ...if she never told me what hd occured during theirs 1st day golf tour at Chuhai (China)...I really wldn't knw the "true" ....
Ths pretty tour guide gv me an advice : " man couldn't b trust !!"...she told me about her experinced...n treated me as frd ...bcoz she don't knw I married ...n the other "funny thg" ws she never thought that the "handsome" guy who chatted w her yesterday ws my husband !!...
Then ...hw I felt ?
Grizzle....broken heart ...
Then ...I w let ths heartless man knw : " I still charming ok !!...I w shw my attractive ...Wait 4 urs turn ok !...I w revenge !!"
Shall I act as him ? ...mayb not....I still gt Eagle & Birdie ....
Silly woman ....mayb u w tease me...dare to say ....dare nt to action right ?
I couldn't let my kids feel shameful to me ....
Gv the .... a chance ?
I m nt a reverend lady ...then what shall I do ?
Remorseless reminiscence ....always appearance n my mind ...
When w ths "space" b vanish ?
Did he still love me ?
Everthought he swears that he still love...care about me n ours kids...
I still doubtful ...downhearted....
Best wishes to me ....let time "clean" my memory...when ?
Mayb ...

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