Exam w over soon -- today s last exam day !
Eagle looks more excited n delighted when he knw that exam w over on today ^o^
Birdie don't ve any special reaction regarding ths "good" nw ...she looks a bit of dispirited...
Hopefully , they w pass theirs exam n "safety" !
My hubby promised Eagle w bring him to Funan centre tonight ...bcoz new games w launch today -- 1st day at S'pore !!
Sometimes ...I really couldn't stand of my hubby behaviour --- to dote children ....
Whether ths s right or wrong ?
I couldn't made any comment ....but wishes that my kids w appreaciate what they ve nw...n the important thg s they w knw hw we dote ...care....love about them..
We never dissemble our feeling to ours kid ...we let ours children knw hw we love them ...we w tell them "I love u" n everyday n night !
Tomorrow s school holiday -- only 1 day !!
But s really enough...let me ve a breaks ^o^
I ve promised my children w bring them to library ....n treat them a wonderful lunch tomorrow !!!!..."Exam over" celebration ^o^
There were 2 news occured n ths morning...1 ws good new 1 ws bad new !!
The good new ws Eagle had passed n his Chinese exam !! .....n the bad new ws nt comfirmed yt ---Eagle said he failed n his English test !!
Well...hw to descride my feeling ? Must happy or sad ?
Except the above 2 news ...still gt a "tremorous" new : " Eagle ws created "turmoil" n class during Chinese lesson n English lesson ...he shouted n screamed to teacher n classmates...n acted a little bit violet...everthought ths 2 teachers hw to trickey ...Eagle still lost of controlled...lucky thats ths 2 teachers understood about Eagle illness...they explained n consoled me that mayb Eagle ws too stressful n exam....just let him b claim dwn ....
Regards of Mdm Wong & Ms Wang graciousness n 4gvness...if nt Eagle may dismissal fm school !!
Eagle ...what happened on u ?
Non-matter hw stress...emotional...hasty ...pls learn n try to control urself ...u ve to knw hw to gt along w other ppl...no ppl w accept or suit urs strange behaviour ...except urs family members n gracious ppl ...u couldn't b isolator right ?
Poor baby ....mum love u ...always b urs supportive "wall"...talk to me what urs troubles...I w try my best to solve it !!

Eagle & Birdie were busy n theirs yr end exam...hopefully , they w gt good result n theirs exam...Best wishes babies ^o^
I really appreaciated Eagle form teacher -- Mdm Wong ...her graciously n gracefully thought let Eagle felt comfortable n his exam ...Mdm Wong brought along Eagle her during exam period...bcoz Eagle s a hyperactivity kid n the most important thg s Eagle couldn't accepted changed teacher during school hrs or exam time...he may feel uneasy....confuse...worry...lost control...{except Mdm Wong ...most of the teacher who had taught Eagle w addressed him as "perisher"...}
But ....Mdm Wong wldn't b Eagle form teacher nx yr...bcoz she w promote as elder student Science teacher ....best wishes to Mdm Wong !
Althought she w nt b Eagle teacher anymore...but she still n the same school ^o^....mayb when Eagle n P4/5/6 w ve chance b her student again ? Fate !!
Birdie ws nt confident n her exam...she looked troublesome...palpitate...{according her principle -- failed n either 1 subject w dwn to EM3 directly....}
I blamed myself why I couldn't help my kids ....they seem upset ....lethargic...
Eagle ws hatred me ...he execrated me -- "go to death" ..."don't bored his lifestyle"..."u r a bad mum"...
Mayb he ws really confound...made he lost emotion...ths the only way I could console myself !!
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I & my hubby w travel to Macau n nx wk ....golf trip ....why we couldn't spent some time with kids during public holiday ?
Always let career b the 1st place ....kids b nx...hw about me ?
Waste ours value time....w other ppl...will Eagle & Birdie knw my feeling ?
My kids r my whole life ...my most valuable thgs....I couldn't bear to leave them alone....{althought they w stay w my parent during my travel time }

Quite a few days my blog s empty...why ? bcoz I ws bored w my kids exam ....n family problem...my daughter "super bomb"...frds true story experiences...
1stly , my Eagle still stubbornly refused n his study lesson ...he still gt study trouble when the sentences s too long ! he still flight during recess time ....
2ndly , my daughter gt terrible marks n her revision test ...she may dwn to EM3 if her result still "bad" ! mayb w return too ....aiyo ! ...hw could I b equanimity to face all ths "bomb" ?
Sometimes , I ask myself : " did I gv them to much freedom ? " or " I gv them too lower request ? "
Nw , I surely understand why S'porean parents r "kia su" ...nt bcoz of theirs own honour...it all relevant w theirs kids future !
PSLE could stated a kid future ...a well-knw sec school may benefit to children...social life s cruel n pungency...
Did my theory go wrong ? a wonderful childhood life ...relaxing study eviroment ....pressureless...cheering ...
Hope my two lovely kids w understand my feeling ...non-demanding doesn't mean no hoping ...
Poor kids !! but I still confident that my kids w ve best future n other talentant !!
Hahaha...ths a best console words n my mind ^o^ -- Ah Q mind !
Except kids....my bro w ve 3rd kid soon....wah !! a bomb to me & my sis too ! Kids education fees quite costly nw ...his 2 daugthers just 2 ++ & 1 ++ nw ...burden may come heavier to my poor bro n parent ...cosy life nt easy to maintence...but I still couldn't comfrim yt about ths nfo -- mayb s a misinformation ?
I m nt malicious of my bro good productivity...best wishes to my bro --hope he could ve a son ths time ^o^ best wishes to my bro n-law too ...she really pity n suffer n pregnancy !
Traditional family always hope could ve son to continous theirs family Sur name n responsible ! My bro also face ths kind of fate n pressure ...good luck bro !!
My hubby frd Ooi , his sis - Angeline ws online w me ths few days ...she told me about her frd true story ...she also warned me about my hubby -- bware affair !!
After chatted w her ...felt uneasy...worried ...suspected...did I gv too much freedom to my hubby ?
Why marriage couldn't b trust nw ?

My lovely son -- Eagle told me a really shock thgs ths morning !
He said he saw his grandfather (my father in-law) ws died n his dream last night ...he felt confused n worried ...
Ths really shocked new....Eagle also told me about the area -- a cemetery which we ve bn visited...he saw grandfather stood over the cemetery n suddenly vanished n front of him--n his dream !!
Why Eagle gt such terrible dream ? We never mentioned or chatted about my father in-law n ths few days...my father in-law still alive !
But since Eagle ve told me about his dream ...I feel uneasy...worry...dreary...
"Dream better don't come true " ! ---- Ths my 1st time gt a trembeling feel ...I couldn't stand ...n don't knw hw to face apart w nearest relatives...
Mayb gt more older...more scare to face "lost" n "dead"...
Lonely...?
Sometimes...I w ve a strange thking-- w a dead ppl really gt spirit ? where w ths ppl go when theirs life s over ? w they feel ours mind ? really ve heaven ? ...
If I suddenly pass away ...who w tk care my children ? w they b abuse ? w my kids miss me ? where w I go ?....
Crazy mind right ?
Well...if really happen...I couldn't apart w my Birdie n Eagle ...they r my whole world ...
Especially ...Eagle a hyperactivity kid...w other ppl could accept his strange behaviour ?
Treasure n value our life ...spend much time w ours family....don't wait until "lost" just blame time too short...too cruel...
Except ths shocked dream ...I gt a heart attacked event happened too on ths morning !!!
My daugther Birdie gv me a "terrible" shocked -- her maths gt 47 & 43 marks n revision paper....
Oh...Why all thgs came so sudden ?
Well..b a mum , I really a loser...
I thought all the mum w hopes theirs kids could gt higher marks n exam...mayb I gv wrong info to my kids ...I told them tried urs best s more important thgs than higher marks...
My family value n teach -- b a honest ...b a filial...b open-mind...b delightful ...result couldn't proof or mean anythgs n ours life ...
Well...there s no punishment n my family teaching...kids could view out theirs opinions or diff views ...
Mayb too freedom...too trusty ...too confident to my children...then Birdie w gt me ths "special" gift !!
What shall I do nw ?
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Birdie & Eagle r stressful nw ...bcoz exam period !
Eagle felt unhappy....he told me that he may fail n his listening test...he said he really knw n heard clearly of what the teacher had said ...but the bad thg ws he don't knw hw to wrote the words n sentences...
My poor baby Eagle ..since u ve tried urs best ...then why u blamed urself ?
Liberal s our family spirit ...we all knw that u ve tried urs best ....kp it up n urs nx exam ok !!
Birdie felt her result may nt really sastify... her innocent..sadness..guilty face made me shameful...did I gt her too much pressure ?
I want my kids b healthy...b bubbly...b graciously ...nt intelligent or stressful...
Modernization made whole world changed...but pls brought back my previous chatter...happy kids ! They need more wonderful n memorable childhood ^o^
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I visited my parent yesterday ....could felt theirs delighted n likeable ^o^
My dad told me about his previous colleague ...who pasted away last week ...he felt uneasy as couldn't attended the ceremony...the last journey of his colleague n frd ....10yrs frdship ...he bcame alone nw...almost 3 of his previous colleagues cum frds hd pasted away within ths few yrs...
Poor dad...he may felt worried about himself...n also his faithful lover -- my mum !
Human couldn't escape fm die....couldn't control the "dead-line" of "leaving"...what could we do ....s tk care of ours health...control ours diet...to live more longer ...
Really hope could spend much time w my dear parent ....let them feel warm ....lively of theirs life ^o^
I may not a wonderful...great daughter ....I w try my best to b a filial daughter....b a good example to my kids !
God w always blessing my parent ...live longer... healthy ....generously ....

Eagle ws cried when I picked him after school....
His swallen n tearful eyes...made me felt hurt...heartbroken ...
Ths the 1st time ...Eagle cried at school...eventhought he ws punished by teacher ...he wouldn't cry ...
He told me that he ws bullied by his classmates--- "T" used book n marker pen throw his head n "I" trifled him ...he felt painful when hit by the books n marker pen ...then he cried n told the retrieve teacher about ths case...unfortunately ths teacher ignored him...n said Eagle ws a naughtiest student n class...
Hw could a teacher ve such attitude ?
Did hyperkid words couldn't b trust ? Did all hyperkids s naughty ?
They r only couldn't focus n somethgs ...couldn't gt well w other kids ....
Eagle ws upset...he thought that he done nothing wrong...he ws a victim n ths case ...but still gt scolded ....
He told me ...teacher only believe good result students n ignored the students like him ...bcoz Eagle s the famous hyperkid at school !
Why don't ppl try to knw hyperkids ?
Why most ppl wouldn't gt hyperkids chance to explain ?
Hyperkids alway need our concern n care....love...trust ...to build up theirs confident ...
Except too activite ...couldn't sat long hrs ...less patience...most of the hyperkids r talentant ^o^
Theirs thinking way n mind change faster than normal kids ...more creativity....
I could swear that my Eagle s a honest boy....he s hyperkids but not a lier !
Poor Eagle...I knw u r suffering nw...
Our Social life s unfair ...cruel ...inhumanity...
Well...hw could I said ? What shall I do ?
Let Eagle b train ...b learn more "trick" from his "lesson" at school during his school life ^o^
Mum w always b urside ...w try my best to protect ..to share social expenrience w u !

I m sick since last Sunday night ....
Mayb weather ...mayb pressure ...
My husband palyed golf yesterday afternoon...came back at around 9pm ...
Well...quite furiously...lonely...hurt...
Really hopes he could b myside when I ws sick...
After married ...everythgs changed ... kids most important than me lol ...
I m a sensitives & emotional woman....mayb a little bit demanding...
hoping b comfort ..b care...b love ...everytimes...everyday...
A paltry console...care ....s enough 4 me ^o^
I rather b kid than a married women !
Jealousy appear n my mind ....I also love my kids ...but still hopes some1 could love me too ^o^
My baby Eagle still created troubles at school yesterday morning...flight w classmates...he gt hurt too...
When all ths "headache" thgs b over ?
When w Eagle b grow up ?
When w Eagle realize my worry ...my mind ...my hopes ?
My only hopes s -- Eagle could b healthy ...filial....happy...gt 60marks n all exam !
Too demanding ?
Lucky still gt Birdie ...she s more thoughtful...helpful...faithful girl!
She looks stress ...exam time nw!
Except studied hard...she also practice hard n her piano ...she s wonderful daughter gv by God ^o^
Eagle s quite lazy n study...but couldn't doubtful that he gt a talentant n study...he needn't put much time n study...fortunately , he always pass n his exam !
Mayb lucky god always care 4 my "hyper" Eagle ...
He also could plays well n piano ...Birdie s more helpful n ths event ^o^
Mayb my kids not really well n theirs study result ....but they still gt other talentant n ability ....
God w blessing kind ppl ^o^

Well...I ws attended my cousin wedding diner last Sunday ....
It ws a really long hrs & funny diner ...
The wedding card printed 7pm sharp ....but most of the guests came around 8:30pm ...n some were terrible late ...then made the diner started at 9pm !
The most incredible thg ws -- the dishes came as slow as snail ^#^
Oh...why such ppl couldn't respected the host or themselves ?
Mayb Chinese traditional s --"Wait" !
Lucky Eagle & Birdie were nt attended ths diner ...if nt Eagle may caused a lot "comment" 4 ths diner !
My lovely kids said rather stayed at home than attended the bored wedding diner ...bcoz most of the diner they hd attended ws "late started" ...n some ws quite serious...
Both of my kids r 2 loosely ...they may felt inappropriated at the diner !
On the other hand , I found out that my children were more ndependent than other kids ...they knw hw to tk care themselves when parent nt around ...theirs alertness better than normal kids ...
I left around 10pm...but the diner ven't finished yt !!
hahaha...
During the diner ....some of guests performed theirs "glamorized" voices & also theirs own style dance !!
Ths diner also could described as Ho family gathering night !
All the cousins ...auties...uncles...attended ths diner ...except my youngest uncle who "stayed" at China !
My dad ws delighted ...when a man gt ages normaly w hope gather & spend most time with relatives n siblings ...time s 2 short 4 them....
Quite fantastic night ....except the "Special late" events ...
Well...when w b the nx gathering ?
No answer yt !!

Well...exam s coming soon !
Really stress ...worry...whether my lovely kids Eagle & Birdie could handle well n theirs exam ?
I m nt a demanding mum...
My only hopes s let my kids ve wonderful childhood ^o^
Why most of the parents gv theirs kids n such terrible & grimly & hasty pressures ...
Result s really important than a kids moral ?
I really couldn't agreed or stood of that's kind of "hopes" !!
Children mean the most valuable thgs 4 a family ^o^
They let a family bcomes more harmony...peaceful...full of love !
Why made a children bcome parent "shw off weapon" ?
Did a well result kids ve a really exquisitely behaviour ?
Mayb ve ...but quite tiny "hopes" right ?
So...I let my "hopes" change to the other way -- Well Moral
N my opinion , moral s couldn't buy or earn fm easy way ...
Since my children young ...I gv them more independent mind...more freedom...more moral educate ...
Eagle ---my only son ...he s a hyperactivity kids ....moral s more important 4 him than his study result !
Bcoz he ve to knw hw to handle his own attitude ...hw to due w other ppl...hw to face problems by himself !
Did u heard a hyperkids parent put any hopes n theirs kids study result ?
No...no...as a hyperkids parent ...I could only hope my kid could gt a long w other ppl...could ve a memorial childhood ...infallible crime !
A well behavior kid ...w ve "brilliant future ^o^
Birdie s my only daughter ...she gt well behaviour ...she s nt edgily ...she s ebulliently...she nt stingy...she s compassionately...
Mayb her result not excellent than other kids ....but she feel unstressful during final exam !
My husband hd promised both kids ...among of them who could gt a better result than other w ve a rewards -- private notebook !
Just a minor competition btw silings ...ths may causes them b more "allegorize" n theirs study lol...
hehehe...
Parent could b cuning ...smart ...but should use n "right" way !
Not comparative w other same age kids ...but a minor "races" btw urs own kids !!
Why not ? Try it ...then u w gain what u 1s !!
But b4 that ...u should gv urs kids a well moral education ! Let them knw the bond of love ...the harmony of a family !
Then ths competition wldn't let kids feel uneasy or wild mind !

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