I ve watched a really nice mv -- "Transformer" on last Friday night !
Quite fantastic & excited show ^o^
I was strongly recommended 2 all my friends loh !
Eagle was "transformer" fan ...he enjoy ths shw ...repeat n repeat same thg 2 me !
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My hubby ve golf gm ths morning ....did he lost memory ?
He hd promised me wldn't play golf on Saturday & Sunday ...but he still ...
I appreciate n concern about "family day"...only on Sat n Sun mah...
Why ?...
Birdie n Eagle also feel "dwn"....
Don't upset ...still ve mum !
I w spent more time w both of u ....
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Eagle ve improved a lot n classrm ...behaviour ...
Feel great ...touch....
Hope u w ve more happy hr n urs school life ^o^
Birdie w join NE shw on nx wk ....she w enjoy it !
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Until nw ...I hvn't treat my dad any lunch or dinner ?
Quite guilty ....
When w I ve "super pwr" ...could control all thgs n my hand ?
Sorry dad...
I w repay as soon as I could...
Did I seen hopeless....helpless...dump...

2day s a busy day !
Start fm morning until nw ...I ve nt tk a rest yet !
6:30am woke up ...ve breakfast w my hubby...sent Eagle 2 school...exercise - jogging n gym ...8am sent Birdie 2 school...Birdie gt project ths morning ...bk 10:25am ...we ve breakfast 2gter ...then sent her 2 school ...wait Eagle bk ...accompanied Eagle read story ...done hwk ...played puzzle ...high tea...watched TV..played gms...n a lot of household thg ^@^
Tired ...very tired ...
Bt still ve time write blog !
hehehe....
Mayb w ve a rest on 2morrow !

I just ve an 30min of jogging n 30min of gym ...
Quite relax ...
N w go 2 library around 10am ...w Birdie !
I plan made doughnut ths afternoon ...2 past time !
Eagle ve remedial 2day ...w bk after 2:30pm....
Alone ...alone...lonely !
My hubby wouldn't ve dinner w us 2night ...he ve golf game ...
Feel lost...

Birdie & Eagle ve Taekwondo 2night...
They more enjoy ths exercise than learn it ^o^...Birdie w come 2 black belt soon & Eagle also come 2 blue belt soon !
They w tk part n competition 2 weeks later ...
Good luck babies !
Green pmy sch principle was on TV ths morning ...quite surprised !
She looked pretty on show ^o^
Birdie was proud about it ...she said all the S'porean w knw her school well n future loh !
Eagle form teacher Mdm Wong w get marry soon ...on nx wk !
Congratulation 2 Mdm Wong ...hope she w ve baby soon ^o^
I still doubtful whether Eagle mother tougue teacher Ms Lee gv birth ?
Nobody knw her event ...
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My hubby w ve golf game 2morrow ...mayb late ...bk ...
Quite a long time ...we ar not play golf 2gether ...
I could only accompany kids play golf ...he played w his friends ...
Eagle & Birdie ar good golfers ...they play better than me !
Really wish could gather 4 of us 2gether ...spent our happy hr ^#^
Did ths world got fairy ?
If yes ...pls let my dream come true ...
I m not greedy ...I 1s my family b happy ...b healthy ...full of love ^o^
I love all my family members !

Birdie was busy do her project -- "Teeth" !
What that ?
Just 1 part of our body loh !
She deliberated her presentation n a really funny way ...only show n front of me & Eagle ! ^o^
Conclusion s she need more information about "Teeth" ...more pictures ...more photos...
Mayb s quite grimly 4 her ...but ths the only way !
I knw u hd tried urs best ...don't gv up ...u ve good tried !
I knw u w b gutsily ...bravely...w success ^o^
We w acclaim 4 u !
Eagle was an emotional kid ...he still caused problem n classroom ...walked around classroom ...scolded by teacher ...
When ...hw ...w he could control himself ?
But he enjoy school life ...he said he was happy during school hr !
I may 2 gusto ...hanker about Eagle hyper case , I should gv him some tm...also gv myself a break 2 ^@^
Birdie & Eagle , both of u ar mummy sweetheart ^o^
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Tks honey , ve supper w me everthough u was exhausted after whole day wk !
4gv my childlish ...I really needed some1 talked 2 me ...consoled me...accompanied me ^#^
I knw u r suffered 2 !
Love u 4ever ^o^

Birdie was looked happy yesterday !
She said her form teacher looked like pregnant ^o^...surprised !
Hv nt sure yet loh !
She announced that w wk hard 4 ths coming test ...re-do all reversion paper as preparation ^o^
I was touched ..my girl hd grown up lah !
Everthough she promised w study hard ...
But ...my hope 4 Birdie s she could b more healthy ...more mature...more happy ...
I love u ..girl !
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We went 2 library last night ...ve "M" as supper at same building ...
I was not feeling well during that moment ..headaches ...giddy..
Ths made our happy hour b shorter ...rushed bk..
Sorry ...feel guilty ...
Mayb pressure ...I always feel giddy ...serious headaches...
I should more care about myself ...relax...
I 1s learn hw 2 relax myself ...

Eagle bk 2 school after ths long school holiday !

I was worried n ths whole morning ...don't knw whether or what w he create n school ?

But really surprised , his form teacher Mdm Wong told me : "Eagle s quite good ...perform well during lesson !"

Ths the 1st time ...I heard praised fm Eagle teacher ...

Felt touches ...relaxes...

Eagle told me ...his mother tougue teacher -- Ms Lee was not attended class ths morning ...

Mdm Wong also comfirmed that Mdm Lee wouldn't attend class until yr end !

Why ? What going on ?

Did she early gv birth ...but she hd told me her delivery date s on Oct '07 ... or something happened 2 her ?

Eagle & I also worry about her ...hope Ms Lee & her baby n well condition !

God w blessing all of us ^o^

Eagle ...u r mummy proud boy !

Mum love u ...care about u !

Labels: I m proud of my baby 1

Eagle was very happy last night ^o^

I ve took some photo of his birthday cake ...also included all family members lah !

His birthday cake -- ice-cream yam favour ...bcos his favour colour loh !

Quite same as me ... we both like purple colour * romantic *

I ve a good tried as drove 2 SIM met my hubby yesterday afternoon !

Really nervous & scarely , ths the 1st time drove out fm my staying area ...at 1st turned wrong way at PIE ...2nd turned but lost way n Bukit Timah rd ...

hehehe...like a dump ^o^

Finally , asked help fm neighbourhood police stn ....reached destination about hf n hr ....

Mayb I m slow but still could find it !

I think I m great isn't it ?

I ve a preasure lunch w my hubby n my kids !

Hw wonderful day ^o^

After tht ...I brought Birdie & Eagle ve high tea at "M" ....

Tks my kids who supported n claimed me when I was nervous ...worried ...during the "lost way" ...

I received SMS fm my hubby ..he wrote : "I love u" ...

I was delighted n touched at tht moment ...

Hope he could love me ...b myside 4ever !

Eagle really n 7 yrs old nw !

Hope he w b more happy ...more independent...

W he change after birthday ?

God w knw better than me !

We ve ordred an ice-cream cake 4 him -- n yam favour * his favour colour -- purple*

Happy Birthday Eagle !

Mum love u ^o^

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I ve met a friend - Ms Ann yesterday ...she s a christian !

A really nice lady ...

N front of her , I felt shame ...she s a successful bussinessman ..independent ...intelligent lady..

I was forced by my hubby 2 meet her...he hope I could help her n her new furniture company ...

Feel like a puppet ...why he always made decision 4 me ? my permission ?

Did he knw ..I m not a surrealism !...I hate myself like a doll 4 showing ! 4 selling ?

Married a irretrievable things ?

Sometimes ...I feel confusing ...did I really knw him ?

16yrs ...we ve knw each other almost 16yrs !

Hw ...why ...whether I or he ve changed ?

I sure I still love him ...love my family...

Could some1 tell me what s going on nw ?

When puppet show b off ?

Which s real of me ?

Labels: Crazy mind ...

I was back 2 M'sia last night ...

Hv a wonderful dinner at my parent hm !

I really missed that kind of felt...quite comfort...peace...wondrous ...

Mayb I grow up..mature.. more concern & care about home ...

Hope my kids w like me when they grow up !

I scare about lonely ...quiet...

Did I crazy ? demanding ?

My hubby ve course 2day ...I admit I not trust about married ...not trust him...don't knw why ?

Sometimes I ask myself ...why got married since I was not trust it ?

I always persuade myself try 2 trust other ...but ...

If a lier wouldn't lie ...mean what ?

My hubby hd bn lied b4...I was hurt...deeply hurt n heart...

But I really love him...gv him chance...hope ths the last ...but thats not...

He always say "a pc of lie could reduce friction" !

I hate lie ...

Did he knw what mean by "fidelity" & "trusty" ?

Ths made me felt uneasy ...perplex...lament...& blame myself why b so silly ? so permissive ?

All bcos I love him...love my kids ....

Mayb I m don't ve perpicacious mind , I m not a perfect wife ...not a successful mum...

But I w try my best...prove it ...real it ...

Hope my family b jollity n every sec...min...day...

I love & care about my family...

Did they care & love about me ?

Luckly I ve 2 "sincere friends" -- piano & voilin !

They always b myside when I was "hurt"...

Tease ?

I likes thier melody...thier mellowness sounds...their "meekness"...

My boy -- Eagle , why he s got hyperactivity ? why ?

Is my false ? Why I ve 2 suffer all ?

Birdie ve a change n attitude...teenager mind...only care about "net"...

Feel helpless here...my parent couldn't help me...my friends also not around...

Who could share my feel ?

Labels: I need friend ....

I hd brought Eagle 4 assessment at Gleneagles Hospital yesterday morning ...

Dr Sharon Chan - a consultant child & adolescent psychiatrist ...ths assessment indicated that Eagle has a condition knwn as Attetion Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder.

Ths characterized by persistent & pervasive difficulties w attetion , hyperactivity & impulsivity ....all ths thing caused Eagle display impulsivity & tendency 2 over-react aggression...

I really surpirsed why my baby hvn't cured yet ? since I put all my effort ...why ?

Why I couldn't like other parent b more cushy when tk care their kids ?

I m not a cupidity woman...I only hope my kids b normal ...b healthy ...b happy...

Eagle let me feel baffle...helpless...fearsome...

Hw a human character could b like ths ?

He s a very smart ...touch boy...why all happened on him ?

Sometimes he couldn't get along w other....couldn't control himself when irritation ....

Poor baby ...I knw u ar suffer ....also need supporter...consoler....

Mum knw u r not jackass ...not fool...

Just don't bore what they said ...God w punish them n what they did ...

God w blessing us ...

No-matter what hd happened ...I & Birdie always b urside !

We love u --Eagle ^o^

Labels: Did other mum suffer same case like me ?

I feel lonely & sad nw ...

I couldn't find any1 console me ...

Mayb I couldn't trust married ....Mayb I more easy 2 cheat...

Thats not my responsible 2 tk care other people wife isn't it ?

On ths KL & Genting trip made me annoyed & innocent...I m not a tour guide...not a nanny...not a baby sister...

Why my hubby 1 me b their body guide ? tour guide ?

I hd said I don't 1 join ths trip b4 we departure ....I alreally hd bad felt ...

4 ths kind of acquaintance person...normally I treat them nicely....

But what I ve done ...got "other" --- scolded & blamed & ordered..."Why Joseph wife hvn't took lunch yet ?"

Ths "other" -- included my hubby& his friend .... I felt very hurt...

On that moment ws 3pm over ...That Joseph wife aged 40 over ...did she knw hw 2 tk care herself & her kids who ws 13 & 20...Bsided , she was a M'sian she knw KL better than me ok !

B4 that I hd asked her waited at the hotel lobby ...bcos I hd 2 settled all theirs hotel bill....& also needed 2 help Mr Chia wife arranged theirs belonging...

When I hd finished all ths trouble things ...Josepn wife was lost ...don't knw where she was ?...I couldn't left my kids & Mr Chia family over there...so, I Brought them hv lunch at the restaurant n the same hotel...easy 4 Joseph wife looked 4 us ...

Ths silly women never called or looked 4 us !...If she don't ve my hphone no. could call her hubby 2 contact me...but she done nothing...just waited "all guy" came back fm golf & made complaint ...

Finally , I heard fm her kids they were shopping at Times Square at that moment...

Hw an unreasonable women isn't it ?

Hw a terrible lady ....I hate ths kind of attitude!

I m innocent ok !

My hubby not stood at myside ...but blamed thats my false ...

Use a felicitous words : "She s a talented & cunning actor !"

Hope would not meet ths family nx time...

I m deeply hurt s ....my hubby wouldn't protect me when I was blamed....

Unfair ...unfair...unfair...

Poor Eagle & Birdie ....I don't knw whether both of u enjoy ths trip ? but I m not ...

Mayb only urs dad enjoy it ...

Birdie helped a lot n ths trip...she also tk care Mr Chia 3 kids...accompanied them watched movic...played games...etc.
Tks Birdie...

Eagle ve appointment n Gleneagles Hospital...hope he wouldn't feel scare or nervous ...

I love u kids !

Labels: Who could console me nw ?

I sad .. really very angry ...disappont w the person who live more than 10yrs ...

He s a pervert ...a not reponsible man.... a horrible lier ....

I hate him...hate him...hate him ....

Mayb I m not young anymore ....he always think I m silly ..a stupid ....

Look other women ...just n front of me ...

Promise w travel 2 Aus ...but still called off !

I ....cann't stand anymore....cann't stand 4 it ....

Labels: I get hurt ...

Ths the first time I m not celebrate father day w my dad ...
Couldn't describe hw I feel...guilty...despite..disappoint...
Bcos of ths trip...I couldn't celebrate w my dad ...
My sis & brother both ve treated dad dinner last week ...only me ...
I 1s b a filial daughter ...but the situation not allow ...why my hubby arranged ths silly trip on ths week ?
I an emotional person ...I enjoy celebrate all events ...I m a very romatic woman...hope could receive flowers everyday or every events ....
But my honey not that type of man ^@^
Dad , sorry ...I w celebrate w u on nx wk ....
Pls 4gv me .....
Why a married women always ve 2 obey -- husband ?
Who made ths stupid rule ?
Why ?
Sometm I may regret , why I married so early ?
Is really bcos of love ?
Myb n love women all n blind !
I must apology 2 the awake women who may awake when they r n love ...sorry !
But I m not among of them ...
Hope I could independent ...more mature ...
Then ...I could do whatever I ven't try b4 !
Birdie & Eagle gv mum sometm ...I w prove it !
Don't worry mum also can't live without ur ...I love u babies ^o^

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I m sad ...bored...heart broken ....

Done all the Hotel & agency reservation...no praised but scolded...blamed...

I always 1s b a perfect women...learnt piano...violin...knitting..bakery...etc !

Why ? Bcos of u ...who was hurt me deeply...

Eagle sick at the first day ...he also fell down...

My heart was pained...poor eagle...^@^

I care about my baby ... he never1s 2 let Birdie down ...so, he asked me let Birdie played until 4pm ..he just told me he was giddy not felt well ..

Luck Birdie was still ok ...she was the 1 who more enjoy ths trip ^o^


She played a lot games at Genting Highland , especially the "Supermen"...she palyed twice !

The other 1 who most delighted ...he played golf everyday....fm Genting 2 KL ...

I think I was the 1 who done nothing ...only accompanied Eagle b a super supporter & viewer ...

Quite waste isn't it ?

Sometimes I think I m isolate ...invisible...

Could some1 tell me what should I do ?

Labels: Unfair treat ?

My Eagle still hyper ....I m quite tired ....gv up ?

No...he s my baby ....no matter hw other taunt him---an alien ..

I also wouldn't gv up Eagle !

God pls blessing & stand b my side...

Birdie s a poor little girl ...always ve 2 suffer Eagle playful , disturbing , bullying..

Pls gv Eagle chance ...he also confuse what he done whether right or wrong ...he also couldn't control himself ...

I knw both of us suffering n ths critical stage...

Gv us some time...we r family ! ^o^

Labels: Tolerance limit increase ^#^

Eagle & Birdie ve golf practise just nw ! They played well ^o^

Wish they could continuos play well n future loh!

But I m not happy... bcos of 2morrow - Genting & KL trip ....

Our car s full of langauges but still got "some1" 1s 2 put his golf set nside leh !

Hw a terrible person isn't it ?

They go by fright ...we go by car only ....still create problem ....

What do u think ths kind of attitude ?

I hate lier ....ve u bn cheated b4 ?

Welcome 2 share urs experince !

Labels: Did u enjoy cheated by urs lover ?

Eagle ve a dental appointment n 3:40pm at Greenwood Prm school 2day !

Hope he w brave 2 face it !

Eagle s a "special" boy , he always 1 us tk more care & attention 4 him ... he s 2 2 2 active -- hyperactive loh ^o^

Don't worry ...mum w always tk u as the treasure & no 1 n our family ok !

Birdie s a obident & indipendent girl , she let me feel great & console ....she s 2 2 2 touch ...capable ^o^

U knw mum must put more effort & concerate n Eagle ...u also aren't u ?

Tks Birdie ...tks 4 urs understanding ...let us wk 2gether -- help Eagle b a normal kid ok !

Mum love u both ^o^

Labels: A mum true feeling

Elma & Baby who s Birdie friend added me as their friend n friendster ^o^...I m happy ...very excited !

Hope I w b a good friend than a mum ! I think I should create a "special" group ...invite all friends 2 join "Birdie & Eagle Paradise" !

Good idea isn't it ? So ... I w made it 2day loh ^o^

Welcome 2 join "Birdie & Eagle Paradise" ! Just log n friendster : http://www.friendster.com/ireneyanling - join group ok !

I m Irene-Yanling , if u willing b my friend ..just address my name . Don't feel uneasy , ths more comfortable mah !

Labels: Happy friendship

Eagle was bullied yesterday night ...at my father in-law birthday dinner !

My hubby elder brother & his grandson called Eagle -- "Bad boy" & " naughty boy".....

I m sad bcos my Eagle s still under "hyperactive" treatment ...ths attitude made him felt he still ven't cuse ...still a seriuos case...made him sad & unhappy ...

I could only say -- I 1s protect my baby ...so I lost of controlled & scolded back to them ....I said : "pls don't called my son --- bad boy or naughty boy ! I m angry about it ...don't mentioned again !"

After said that words , I may regreted ...why I was lost of controlled ? & they r my hubby relative ....

I m sorry honey - Kim Hwa , I may let u felt uneasy at that moment ...But I really love & 2 protected our son - Eagle .

Pls 4gv my silly attitude ...

Except the unhappy case , we all felt cheerful !

Birdie was exchanged her hphone no , e-mail , blog , friendster contact w Christine ....they both same age...hope they w b good sister & good friend n future !^o^

Kelvin 1s get my hphone no ...he s a cute young boy ! only 10 yrs old but his mind quite mature like teenages loh ! ^o^

My father in-law was just checked out fm hospital yesterday morning....& celebrated his birthday at the same day night ....

Quite funny isn't it ?

Why don't let him ve a good rest ?

Maybe I m not a good daughter in- law , but I m still worry & care about him n my heart ...

Hope my father in-law w recover & healthy soon like previous !

Labels: Treasure the people bside u :)

My new Honda Jazz came yesterday !

Tks 2 my hubby who bought ths car 2 me ...tks honey ^o^

We went Sembawang Center yesterday , after dinner ...we went 2 "Timezone"...Eagle started made noise ...he angry & shouted & hit me & Birdie ...bcos he don't 1 back ^#^

I m sad ...Eagle hyperactive problem still ve nt cure yet !

Hope he wouldn't "spoil" our Genting & KL trip nx wk ...

Maybe he 1s our attetion only ...

Birdie s poor girl ...always b bullied by Eagle ...Baby , mum knw u r innocent ...pls 4gv Eagle ok !

Mum love u both...

Eagle slept early yesterday night ...quite worry ^@^...whether he sick or ?

Did God w blessing me ?

I felt my hubby ve some thing confused him...he looked unhappy...confused...why ?

I knw I couldn't help u n someway...but I hope could b urs sincerely & quietly listener & supporter ...always b urs first choice ^o^

I love u - Kim Hwa , u r my only love except Birdie & Eagle - our baby !

Labels: new car arrived ^o^

Feel happy as met Christina at JB yesterday ^o^

But quite shame - Christina dad treated us supper !

Tks Gary & Christina dad & mum ...tks of urs treated ^O^

Hope they w visit me n S'pore when their r free !

Eagle & Birdie were excited 2 ....they always wait 4 Wednesday ...could meet friend & release their pressure n Taekwondo lesson :)

Hope Gary w always b there ...Eagle & Birdie need more friend n M'sia ...

I don't knw hw 2 describe my feeling ...just happy ...happy...happy ...loh...

Christina ...tks 4 visited me ! ^o^

I always welcome u & urs family & urs friends !

Don't shy ...don't mind...don't thk ....just mail 2 me when u need my help...or just 1 a viewer n urs blog ....

hahaha...

Ar u as excited as me ?

Labels: delighted memory ^O^

Oleh...oleh...

My friend - Christina w visit me 2day !

My plan s bring her 2 Causeway Point - shopping , lunch & library - reading & East Coast - cycling , skating ...& sing "KTV" at my residence !

Hope she w enjoy it !

Regret scolded Eagle yesterday ....sorry Eagle ....I may lost of control ....

Pls forgive mum ok !

Birdie - u r a good sister , pls try 2 tolerate urs playful brother - Eagle ...he ve tried control himself but 2 hyper loh !

lucky only 1 kid s hyper ! still got other s normal ! ^o^

God blessing me every min...every sec...every....

Wish Eagle wouldn't "destroy" my friend happy trip 2day !

Birdie & Eagle ~ mum love u !

Labels: God blessing 2 all ^o^

Quite furious yesterday ...bcos of Eagle loh !

Really don't knw hw long w I stand Eagle attitude ?

Hyper child really a headaches ...trouble...

God blessing me ...let me ve super power ^@^

Ths holiday s my mental & patient training time ....

But no matter hw worse is it ...I w still b urside -- Eagle

Mum love u ...u r mum sweetheart !

Labels: tired day ^#^

Quite happy could contact again w Christina on Thursday ...
I really ve send a lot of e-mail 2 u loh !

But sent 2 wrong e-add lah ...

She said w visit S'pore on nx week ...maybe I could join her ths time !

Eagle & Birdie quite miss u leh ^o^

Hope nx wk could come faster ...

Labels: meet old friend -- happy

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